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Farizah or Fa or Izah or whichever you prefer
17,I have funny and awesome quirks I love to think of myself as a superhero coz superheroes get the chance to save the day I blog coz I want to have something that reminds me of everything that I did,yesterday today tomorrow I have a diary for that,but I can't put shitloads of pictures in it It'll grow fatttttttttt But it's still my best friend This blog's just for my own use Btw I hate spiders And I’ll let you in on a secret; I love myself |
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 Sunday, January 15, 2012 @ 12:12 AMAnyhoo. You know how it feels like when you worked hard to make a relationship the way you wanted it but it just won't go that way anyway? That's how I am feeling now. Then some people would say that it's just not meant to be. But how can it not? For me, this is one of the most important ones in my life, and it just had to be like that. It took me 18 years to finally know that it just can't be like that. Maybe there's some other more important factor(s) that I missed, that would make it better. And yet, here I am as stuck as ever.... I get jealous of others. When it seemed to be working so fine for them, like all the problems seem to melt with just a hug or conversation or kiss or words of kindness. There's no such thing like that for me. If there was, then it's initiated by me coz I'm the lovey dovey kind, and a day not doing that is a day wasted. So...how does this go for me? It seemed that the better (I say better, and not good/best) option would be to...just give and not receive. Yeah well, most people say that will give you happiness. It does really, I've felt it. But not with this. Coz it hurts just to think that it will not get any better. It really hurts. I am not trying to sound like some martyr or anything, but my life has never been like a normal teenager. Maybe it was because of the way I was brought up, maybe it was because of the way I think, or maybe it's just Fate. I believe it's fate that I was brought up to be who I am today and that this is exactly how I was supposed to think. Yepp, I do believe it. So maybe it is fate that I have never, ever been like any other typical teenager. I have never been in a relationship, and I never thought of going into one. I have never been in love with the opp sex (I thought I was). I did not go through the rebellious stage at the right stage. I did not go through the rebellious stage the right way. I never got the phone that I chose (or wanted, coz actually I just love my phone). There's a lot of things I never did. That may be due to the way I think, the way I was brought up. Or maybe, it's just Fate. Yepp, I believe it's Fate. So all I have to do not is just go through with this even if I know I will suffer a number of huge disappointments? Sure thing, I can do that. Question is, am I willing to do that? Labels: live life, love, Memories, you Up,up and away |
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Tuesday, October 11, 2011 @ 7:34 PM Food for thought
HERE'S 99 FACTS ABOUT GUYS1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls. 2. Guys hate flirts. 3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards. 4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is. 5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering. 6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics. 8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile. 9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention. 10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend. 11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them. 12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking! 13. Guys cry!!! 14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will. 15. Guys can never dream and hope too much. 16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat. 17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back. 18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. 19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands. 20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. 21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you. 22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.” 23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly. 24. Guys hate nice boy! 25. Guys love their moms. 26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses. 27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her. 28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him. 29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does. 30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can. 31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses. 32. Guys are very open about themselves. 33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long. 34. No guy is bad when he is courting 35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot. 36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty. 37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend. 38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice. 39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. 40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else. 41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts. 42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one. 43. Guys virtually brag about anything. 44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them. 45. Guys think too much. 46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited. 47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does! 48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!! 49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl. 50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more. 51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy. 52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up. 53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically. 54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power. 55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends. 56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous. 57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is. 58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me” 59. Guys don’t really have final decisions. 60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him. 61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. 62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something. 63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong. 64. Guys like femininity not feebleness. 65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do. 66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him. 67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups. 68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake. 69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding! 70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. 71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage. 72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection. 73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised. 74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys. 75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls. 76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well. 77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more. 78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite. 79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls. 80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong. 81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it. 82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears. 83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee. 84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out. 85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things. 86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you. 87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him. 88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you. 89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does. 90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience. 91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you! 92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why. 93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you. 94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes. 95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl. 96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair! 97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you. 98. Guys hate girls who overreact. 99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships. Labels: More than words, you Up,up and away |
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Tuesday, April 12, 2011 @ 7:18 PM "Aaah...I'm looking for someone who ah...someone...I can trust. Someone strong, someone at peace with themselves, someone better than me. Someone who knows the worst side of me and still loves me." "Sounds like an amazing woman." "She was." Labels: happiness, Memories, you Up,up and away |
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Monday, February 14, 2011 @ 4:56 PM MasyaAllah
I don't celebrate Valentine's Day. Coz I think you can celebrate friendship everyday.And of course,coz of religious reasons too. But thanks for the sweet things anw,friends.Spoil me only. More importantly,there is a date on the Islamic calendar that we ought to know. طلع البدر علينا من ثنيات الوداع وجب الشكر علينا ما دعى لله داع أيها المبعوث فينا جئت بالأمر المطاع جئت شرفت المدينة مرحبا يا خير داع Labels: you Up,up and away |
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Saturday, February 12, 2011 @ 1:18 AM I was watching videos of the unfortunate September 11,accidents and I have no idea WHY I even watched them.Hmm maybe it's just me being NOT me.Anw,to actually make myself feel better before sleep,I am entertaining myself by watching GLEE videos and the originals of the songs they covered. AND OMG I THINK I SHOULD BE A GLEEK. I watch them lah,I do.Sometimes,when I'm free soooooooooo I missed this and that.SO,I'm watching the videos I have yet to watch and WHOOOOO I should start watching GLEE. THIS IS THE BOMB!One of my favourites. And Matthew Morrison looks so HOT in here. Oh and this is the original Singing In The Rain.Veeeeeeeery nice. And did you know George Sampson danced to Singing In The Rain?Here: FREAKIN' AWESOME SHIZ.Ain't gonna get tired of him. And I also realised that George Sampson has the same charming pair of eyes as this person.  Oh yes,no one but him. Michael Buble. *melts* Aaah anw,back to GLEE *OMG looks up*. Here's another I enjoyed. Is it the look in your eyes?Or is it this dancing juice? Who cares baby,I think I wanna marry you. Oh boy,that's no dumb at all hahah. What contrast in this post. Labels: little little, sad night, weird laughter much, you Up,up and away |
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Friday, January 21, 2011 @ 10:17 PM OMG I SAW HIS FACE JUST NOW AND I WENT FFFFFFFFFFISHBALLS. Anw,hello again. Whoo there's a big plan going on tmr!Going to go here and there and everywhere and like finally??We haven't been out togetha for some time alr man!Ok,so good.I get to chill and relax=chillax hahah okok I'm quite happy :D Ok,chao. And yaya if you're reading this,I want more stories of atok. Labels: love, Memories, scent of the rain, you Up,up and away |
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Monday, October 4, 2010 @ 1:34 PM And that was just a dream. Hmm...I've been thinking.I think I want to alter the route that I set for myself.I have been dreaming about this path since I was...really young?Come to think of it,I think it'd be a miracle if I ever made it there.This ain't pessimism,I am just being realistic.But this so ain't me.Well,I guess I have been dreaming for far too long,I may think unicorns are real.But if that were to happen,I'll get meself checked,no worries.Now,let's consider this alternative.Both paths are worthwhile,trust me.But then one is exerting this kind of attraction that is totally...I dont know.Oh wells.This is reality my dear,not fantasy.So,think carefully. But who says I can't dream still?It doesn't hurt to dream,does it? And who knows,it may even come true some day. Labels: cool ke perr, cycling spider lunatic, Flying, hmmm, you Up,up and away |
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Saturday, September 18, 2010 @ 4:32 PM And I sigh
I need answers,if not then maybe something close to it.I went to find out new things that I have never come across before.And I needed someone who can rehash those stuffs and explain them to me.That's what I need.I don't need people telling me that my views are wrong,I need people to tell me that they are not correct.There's a difference in the two things fyi.One makes me cry,the other allows me to understand.That's what I need.Even Abah can't help me with that.It's either I don't bother finding out more and learn new things or I find out more and search for the answers on my own or ask other people. But that's the thing.I don't trust getting the answers for issues like this from other people. It's times like this I wish you were still around. If you can't see it,trust me,it shows. Labels: hmmm, Memories, Right choices, sad night, you Up,up and away |
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