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Went to Ustaz Ahmad's house,to say hello to Nusaybah,his first princess.She's sooo tiny,and very adorable,with those biggy eyes.I wished I had took a picture with her,but she looked so delicate,&I think I'd rather not carry her.Anw,congrats Ustaz :D

Anw,I'm very bored.Yesterday was awesome,I had sooo much fun.Went to ECP (like finally).&us being us,we did things that are....I don't know,not normally done by normal normal-looking people who are so caught up on being normal they are too normal to realise that they're a little too normal to be normal.Get it?So anw,let's see.Oh yeah,we tried climbing the coconut tree.Managed to reach like almost half of the height,before realising that I couldn't just fall like I normally do for RC (there's no harness see),so I'm quick enough to know that I am in trouble.But me being me,I tried to let go and jump off but ended up sliding down the tree and my grey pants are now stained black.And there's this huge leafy thingy that fell from the coconut tree (I don't know what it's called),and we used that to pull kenet to the sea,but she realised teh danger she's in,and managed to get off in time.Damn,if only she's not that fast.And I did some taichi (the watermelon thingy),and then I realised that a woman was laughing at me from behind.But she looks friendly,so I don't mind.And we took whacky videos,singing songs and tell jokes and do some White Chicks antics.Man,sooo hilarious.I like.

The sky was beautiful,the sea too.

Once,when I was alone at the beach,I realised that I'm totally at peace only at 2 places.

One of them is the best creation God has ever created.

The beach.

Oh btw.I'm the girl with the mismatched socks. :D

Hehe.Retarded much.I looooove.

Know what know what know what???

I am very happy.

Looking forward to training.

Forget about the teacher.

I mean,who cares lah kan?

All that matters is.

Rock.

Wall.

Rock.

Climbing.

Harness.

Shoes.

Mismatched socks.

Flag.

Smear.

Pockets.

Contours.

Horns.

Here.

I.

Come.

I'll go up.

Squeak.

And fly.

And soooo....another bad day??

Hmm..not really ah.Actually,it is.Just a little pissifying,but otherwise ok.

Want to know why it was pissifying?

Coz a teacher actually pointed her finger to my face,smiling,and said in front of the whole,silent class,

"Don't mind me saying this,I'm an honest person.You look like a smart girl,but you're a veeeeery lazy girl."

If I hadn't done my homework,or didn't put much effort into it,I would've thought that I deserved it.Come on.This is geography,I love the subby,and I even enjoyed researching about it.But this,was veeeeery unfair coz I freaking did my homework lah can.I wanted to ask her about the 2 questions that are like....so alien to me,coz the questions are different then the ones I am used to.And I chose the wrong day to sit in front.

Why the heck does she have to stop checking at me???

There are people behind me who did not even do a single thing!Heck they didn't even print the assignment!!!They didn't even know what was going on!!

Grr...I researched,stayed up till 4 just to try to complete the whole thing,and what the effing hell did I get??This shit.

When she said that,I didn't realise it,but I was gripping my pen super tightly,and a violent thought came into my head.But please k,people,I'm not like that (or whatever it is you're thinking).When she said that,whoa,I was like "WTH?Me lazy?"

If I was lazy,I wouldn't even bother to get my hands tired or my eyes to stay open to try to do your bullshit.

But nvm,I shall tolerate your crap,coz I don't want to get pissed more than a couple of times every week.

Waste of my time.

I never wanted you gone,buddy.

Oh well,I deserve what I got I guess.

He's so chubbaye.

And so I'm back home!& guess what?There's going to be a Road Run tomorrow,3km.Ok,that's not the thing I want you to guess.Again,guess what???I can run 3km without stopping y'all!Awesome hahaha.Back in TKG,I couldn't even jog continuously,let along run.Actually,the running that I did wasn't really running,but it's still running coz I think it was faster than jogging :D But anw,I find that Marie's a good running partner!YAY.

We changed Chem teacher (what an abrupt change of topic hahah,and soooo not related),and I find her funny,even though she's a lot,and I mean A LOT,like Mrs Lopez.Mrs L can teach,but she's a tough nut (literally??Hahah).Mdm S on the other hand,is fun to watch,but can't really teach (Ok,to be fair I think she's fine,I mean maybe it's the way she teaches).So,she wanted us to group ourselves according to our strength in Chem.Lots of us had a 3,including me,Glen and Marie.But she wanted people of different strength in each group,so the stronger ones can help etc.But Glen decided that he ought to have achieved a 2,so he grouped with Marie and me and we chose the tables at the front.And I agree,his Chem is so power (and he gets high coz of it).Buuuuut she decided to teach at a slower pace,coz she's afraid that we may not keep up.Coz of that,Glen ended up dozing off.I wanted to doze off,too,but I found that Mdm S is a very interesting character.So,I ended up watching her walking around.And I didn't sleep,so imagine how interesting she was (I'm not criticizing k).

And Math was awesome.I don't know why,but I LOVE the topic ( ONLY the topic).The drawing graphs part.Asymptotes,conics,etc.And I FINALLY know how to use the super complicated GC.HEH :D And Mrs F,whom we thought was a scary teacher,coz she DOES look like a grumpy old Grandma (no offence,cher),was actually surprisingly nice!We thought that we were definitely going to get lines on our butts,coz we didn't complete our work.But she didn't even raise her voice!She just said, "Those of you who didn't complete your work,pls finish it up.We don't want them to pile up." Awesome.Of course,we are not going to even try push our luck.Who knows,she might crack.

And Geog,I love Ms L.She's very chatty and interesting,even more interesting than Mdm S.

And I forgot to mention,Glen actually locked a padlock thingy onto my bag.And he refused to give the key to me so that I can take it off.So,it was on my bag the whole weekend.But he took it off on Monday,coz I act merajok haha.How I wish I can lock him in the toilet or something.That'd be a nice thing for Marie.HAHA.And,he has an evil laugh.Like really.No kid.

I love 10S01.

Haha I like this.

Okieeeeee.

Soooo we went to Seoul Garden.At first the plan was to go to Changi Beach,but then I thought that since we went there a few days back,might as well go to PRP (Gosh,I really,really do miss that place).But abah disagreed and thought that if I thought that way,we best be off to East Coast coz it has been ages since we've stepped onto the beautiful beach.Buuuut Cik Ma said that Cik Jas has been craving for Seoul Garden,so we thought that it'd be better coz then they'd have company and we'd have company.So,as you can see,there are lots of thinking done here.Soooo,off we went to Ehub.

I can say the kids enjoyed the place,and so do I.I mean,I'm still young at heart yawwww!We experimented with the different styles of cooking certain things.Awesome.And Masashi is so cute!Chubbaye!And Chap too.And he's soooo tall.It's been ages since I actually had such fun,going out with cousins (not all,though).

We had tons of food,and chocolate ice cream.HAHA.I looooove.Let's just say it did take my mind off things,and made them better too.

For the past week,I kept thinking about something.Over and over and over again.Damn it pisses me off.I'm not like this,usually.This is very disturbing.Maybe it's that time of the month,but still it's soooo unfarizah-ish.If I have something that bothers me,I won't show it,or try not to,coz well, it'll get solved sooner or later.I believe that SMILING makes me happy,most of the time.I mean,why pull faces when you can just smile and shake it off,at least for a while,and get back to it when you feel better,when your mind is clearer?But this is bad.Really bad.

I guess I'll just have to bear with it,and work on it when I feel better.Fortunately for me,there are people who are willing to listen.And I'm more than grateful for that.Coz it lifts the pressure off my chest ,at least temporarily.But this issue that has been bugging me non-stop is mine,and mine alone.Therefore,I shall tackle it myself.Hard.As long as I don't bump my head along the way,I'll be happy.Like they always say,"Life gives you lemons,so you make lemonade." And like I've always said to myself,"Life gives me tomatoes,so I'll make ketchup."HAHA.Even though I may suffer scratches or bumps or bruises,no worries,I'll come back in one piece.

Hello,you aliens :D hehe

&sooo,today was training!

I didn't really do much,coz mostly I spent the time observing how the seniors did the bouldering.And they're like pros,I tell you.Honestly,I don't find climbing fun (ok,depends) ,but I like it.Funny?I think not.

Anyway,it wasn't that bad,and this time,I was totally prepared for more muscle aches.Buuuuut,I guess all those times I spent doing push ups and inclined pull-ups paid off?Yessah.No pain,no gain y'all!But I still have to apply some Tiger Balm onto my forearms and shoulders,coz the muscles there are quite tired (??).

So I thought I'd just sit and watch coz me and 3 others did the high wall last week.But somehow,I really do enjoy belaying,so I played belayer a number of times,very enjoyable.Except for the part where my hand got caught in the carabiners (?? wth how embarassing I don't know how to spell it!) and it was very painful,and red.Well,it was coz the climber fell without a warning (Duh right),but my job was to pay attention and be alert,so I guess it's partly my fault,too.Boohoo.I thought I didn't have to climb,buuuuut somehow they know I have yet to take a turn,so with all the stares and 'Come on!'s,I climbed.Man,I love the feeling when I'm not on the ground.Very...how to put it....dream-like (I LIIIIKE).While I was up there,pulse rate increasing with every panel,there they were,safely on the ground,yelling at me to try to overcome the parallel wall.Well,I did manage to catch hold of 2 tiles above the parallel wall,so yay me.Buuuut sadly,I couldn't reach any further.I lost my footing.But I was hanging there,with only my arms connecting me to safety (and the harness duh,but heck it's like it's not there),trying to get back onto the wall.Buuuuut I didn't have any proper footwear on,so I couldn't get my feet to steady me.So,rather than waste my time hoping for whatever,WHOOP I let go.It was nice hanging in midair,swing here swing there.HAHA.Apparently,the seniors and people were like "Eh why she look so relaxed up there ah??Can 'walk' somemore," but of course,they didn't know what was running through my head.

And I love my class :D They're really nice people.And my teachers rock,too.Except for some.I love my CG tutor,very sweet lady.

Ok,now,I can't wait for March Orientation Camp.Buuuuut

I WANT TO GO TO TKG!!

-Deep Phagwara

Missing ya,sugar.

I know today's a public holiday buuuuut does everyone have to close down?????Ok,sorry.I understand that you have to,not blaming y'all here.But it was really boring.I hate shopping,but it's worse when none of the shops are open (actually,there's a few but they're not my kind). :( Anw,went to Parkway with family just now,and it's been a loooooong time since I last stepped into the building.

And I must admit,I really do miss it,and the route from Tampines to Marine Parade,and from Marine Parade back to Tampines,and from Marine Parade back to Bedok Inter,and....well,you get my point.&especially the building I had to step into before 0725.Man.Good ol' times.Especially the times I'd purposely reach school after reporting time (Shh!),like at about 8+.For fun,I mean last few days at school,might as well not waste it :D Sighsighsigh.But life has to go on,and I'll live.But the beautiful memories still linger,eyh? ;)

Life at TPJ is not as hectic as I expected it to be,or maybe not yet.I'm sure it'll get busier later on.But let's just say the atmosphere's not my kind?Somehow I don't feel the tension that I'm supposed to be feeling.Is that life threatening?I suppose so.I mean,I've only got 2 years (lesser) till the dreaded GCE As(s).And I'm slacking quite a bit,and 'quite a bit' is very,very dangerous.Nvm,I'll push myself.I made the decision to be there anw (partly) ,plus I didn't do well enough.&I can actually see the 'blessing in disguise'.School ends late nowadays,and thank God,I only take 5 mins to reach home.I won't take an hour to reach home.But the hours I used to take to get home actually gave me time to think and reflect on my day,and stuffs like that.Hmm...the bus rides were enjoyable :D But walking home from school gives me time to think too,only it's super warm.

My class.S01.I like it.And the people are friendly,and nice but some are a little too hyper,I must say.There's Marie,who somehow managed to attract people who just knows how to annoy her,and also people who look like Chinese but are actually Malays.And there's Bala,whom the teachers love (I think heh) coz he's very erm...into discussion??&he talks a lot,but that's good.And there's Glen,who sleeps during certain lessons,but gets high during Chemistry (??).While I was in my seat with a depressed expression on my face,on the verge of giving up,he's smiling (!!) right beside me!& he's nice enough to help :D Now,I have my own Chem 'tutor'.&he's veeeery patient,coz I'm quite slow at Chem.And there's Syed,whom I thought was a Chinese initially,until he told me his name.I was like "WTH??You're a Malay??".Not only me,even the teachers are surprised.And there's Atiqah,who's veeeery friendly.And Cheryl and Sheryl,veeeery nice people and the rest of the class too (almost) :DDD Let's just say I'm veeeery happy with my class :DDDD

Know what?I think some of the info here so tak perlu.

True,true.

My B.

And soooo,Friday was training.And we had PE the day before,where we did the bridge thingy,push-ups etc for 40 counts or 40 times,coz we were late.So I had aches.And so we did bouldering,and the mini walls are not perpendicular to the ground,soooo they're slanted.When they're slanted,you should know that it's veeeeery hard to actually get even a step up.Well,except for the super power people.Imagine climbing with arm aches!!I was in pain haha.For the first wall,I managed to get all the way to the top.But the thing is,I can't just go up using any tile that I like.I have to follow the 'route'.And I can tell you,the route was no fun.But doing the climbing was quite fun,only I suffered 6 bruised fingers climbing.Till now,my fingers are still blue-black.They're a bit better,but my fingers are temporarily cacat.After bouldering,me and three others went to the rock wall,and did some belaying practise.OMG after bouldering, climbing that wall was absolutely no fun at all!My arms felt like noodles :( After climbing,Mr Ng had to untie the knot for me,coz my fingers were shaking hahah.I realised that I can't write properly.And my arms are aching,so now I do things veeeeery slowly.Should I use this as an excuse for not completing my homework??Heh.It hurts even when I wanted to pour water from the jug into the cup.Ouch.But nvm,there's a long weekend ahead.So I can do nothing :D

Oh & some person stole the balloon that my friend gave :(

OMG!I'm going online more often!!Is that good or bad????

Anw,about the pissed thing,I thought I'd be smiling and laughing today.Actually,I did.But the face just spoils everything!Sheesh.And people kept laughing at me!But nvm.There were four people who actually touched my nerve.FOUR,in ONE day.Awesome.Never in my life,did I actually half-scream (I don't know how loud I was) in class.All coz of ONE of the FOUR.I actually lost my temper in CLASS,in front of the TEACHER!Like,for the first time in years!I mean,come on lah,it's a class discussion!You didn't have to object to EVERYTHING that I put forward!I wanted to laugh at the same time though,coz behind HIM my classmates were signalling to me to cool down,so I did.But,it's just so annoying.There were others who had different thoughts on the matter too,but I didn't explode coz they said it fairly nicely.It's a lesson,gosh.Not an effing trial.

On another note,I had rock climbing today,and it was quite boring coz they just taught us basic knowledge on rock climbing.Buuuuuut,the first part was awesome.Coz each of us had water bombs,and we were supposed to burst each others' bombs.Fun,except for the part where my bomb burst when I was holding it in front of me,and of all places it made my front wet.And then SOMEONE thought it was funny to throw one at me,and it hit my back so then both my front and my back were drenched.Then another SOMEONE threw one at me,it hit my back and it hurt soooo much!Coz IT DIDN"T PHREAKING BURST!YEOW!That's one heck of a water bomb.Then the seniors made us feel cheated,coz they went all serious then suddenly *JENGJENGJENG* I heard someone scream and I saw white stuffs floating.They threw flour at us,while we're still drenched.I sat at the side,so I had time to run.But I pity the unfortunate ones.Coz they look really aged.HEHE.Hmm..and I think there's no half-day for us this Friday,coz,believe it or not,I have training. :( Or so they said.

Oh andandand people whom I remembered as small cute people are now taller than me!!!!

You know what?I rarely get pissed.

Whenever I feel annoyed,I'll try to just forget about it.

And usually,I can.

I'll try to tolerate people to the best of my ability.

Coz I want to be happy.

No hard feelings.

However,I'm pissed right now,and I'm not smiling.

But no worries,you'll see me smiling and laughing tomorrow.

I just want to say it was horribly bizarre.

I'm pissed ttm.

And sooooo I'm in rock climbing!Hell yeah!But kann,I'm having muscle aches now,esp the shoulder area.I tak nak the pain,saket.But nvm,farizah strong kan?So you shall tahan.Alaa...for a while only lah hahah.

Anw,I'm going to miss my OG.11.Sad,but nvm,we'll still see each other :D

I think I look ridiculously thin here.

Card games part,I finally know how to play a game!!Which is like goldfish or something.But still,an awesome achievement! :D
Awesome people,awesome.

Everywhere I turn to,there'll surely be people who'd say that their orientation's very fun!We have yet to have ours!Which is in like MARCH.Have to wait sooooo long!But that's not orientation as in orientation ah,it's like orientation.Eh wth.Basically,it's an orientation camp.Good,can't wait.But there's a bad part!I may not be able to attend NP Annual Camp!But I'll try my best.If I very desperate I'll ditch orientation and go for TKG :D

Tell me,how can you not miss this?

And soo,another week has gone.And I'm a little upset,coz our OG separated coz people are taking different combinations.But nvm,I can still see them sometime somewhere :D Anw,rock climbing tryouts just now,and it was so scary!Not coz of the height but coz LOTS of people were watching!But I managed to do alright,I guess.Hopefully,I'll get in.Should I have 2 CCAs?I'm thinking of MCS too.

Anw,made a couple (ok,maybe not a couple) of new friends along the way,by simply sarting random convos,and TADAAAA a new friend made hehe.They're all nicenice people,and that's good,coz they're friendly and talk-able.Oh and we got our CGs,and just like my OG,I'm waaaayyyy too far from the rest.They're all in the something-teen CG while I'm in CG JENGJENGJENG- S01.Man,taknak kalah seh.Sheesh.

During break,played BBall with my OG,and gosh I was so scared of the ball!Coz it's hard,and the people playing are TALL and BIG people,and I panicked when I received the ball.That's expected of me,I guess hahah.But I certainly helped a bit,here and there ok.Don't underestimate me y'all!!I'm stronger than you think!Hahahaha.

PS I made it to rock climbing!!! :D Just found out!! So I'm with Charmaine and YuFan!!

Now,is Math time.Ok maybe later.