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Farizah or Fa or Izah or whichever you prefer
17,I have funny and awesome quirks I love to think of myself as a superhero coz superheroes get the chance to save the day I blog coz I want to have something that reminds me of everything that I did,yesterday today tomorrow I have a diary for that,but I can't put shitloads of pictures in it It'll grow fatttttttttt But it's still my best friend This blog's just for my own use Btw I hate spiders And I’ll let you in on a secret; I love myself |
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 Sunday, January 15, 2012 @ 12:12 AMAnyhoo. You know how it feels like when you worked hard to make a relationship the way you wanted it but it just won't go that way anyway? That's how I am feeling now. Then some people would say that it's just not meant to be. But how can it not? For me, this is one of the most important ones in my life, and it just had to be like that. It took me 18 years to finally know that it just can't be like that. Maybe there's some other more important factor(s) that I missed, that would make it better. And yet, here I am as stuck as ever.... I get jealous of others. When it seemed to be working so fine for them, like all the problems seem to melt with just a hug or conversation or kiss or words of kindness. There's no such thing like that for me. If there was, then it's initiated by me coz I'm the lovey dovey kind, and a day not doing that is a day wasted. So...how does this go for me? It seemed that the better (I say better, and not good/best) option would be to...just give and not receive. Yeah well, most people say that will give you happiness. It does really, I've felt it. But not with this. Coz it hurts just to think that it will not get any better. It really hurts. I am not trying to sound like some martyr or anything, but my life has never been like a normal teenager. Maybe it was because of the way I was brought up, maybe it was because of the way I think, or maybe it's just Fate. I believe it's fate that I was brought up to be who I am today and that this is exactly how I was supposed to think. Yepp, I do believe it. So maybe it is fate that I have never, ever been like any other typical teenager. I have never been in a relationship, and I never thought of going into one. I have never been in love with the opp sex (I thought I was). I did not go through the rebellious stage at the right stage. I did not go through the rebellious stage the right way. I never got the phone that I chose (or wanted, coz actually I just love my phone). There's a lot of things I never did. That may be due to the way I think, the way I was brought up. Or maybe, it's just Fate. Yepp, I believe it's Fate. So all I have to do not is just go through with this even if I know I will suffer a number of huge disappointments? Sure thing, I can do that. Question is, am I willing to do that? Labels: live life, love, Memories, you Up,up and away |
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Tuesday, April 12, 2011 @ 7:18 PM "Aaah...I'm looking for someone who ah...someone...I can trust. Someone strong, someone at peace with themselves, someone better than me. Someone who knows the worst side of me and still loves me." "Sounds like an amazing woman." "She was." Labels: happiness, Memories, you Up,up and away |
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Friday, January 21, 2011 @ 10:17 PM OMG I SAW HIS FACE JUST NOW AND I WENT FFFFFFFFFFISHBALLS. Anw,hello again. Whoo there's a big plan going on tmr!Going to go here and there and everywhere and like finally??We haven't been out togetha for some time alr man!Ok,so good.I get to chill and relax=chillax hahah okok I'm quite happy :D Ok,chao. And yaya if you're reading this,I want more stories of atok. Labels: love, Memories, scent of the rain, you Up,up and away |
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Tuesday, December 7, 2010 @ 1:14 PM 6000 feet above the sea and into the clouds
 And so here we are,Genting Highlands :D  From Tok Haji's house.He's so trusting and generous.He actually gave us the key to his vacation house in Melaka just so it'd be less complicated for us :D    Ok,intro to one of my fave rides- Space Shot!!See that?Thrilling I like :D Best part was going up and taking in the breathtaking view of nature.And of course,the going down part was aweee-shummmmm.  Not to forget,the Corkscrew!Gives you the adrenaline rush :D  The higher we went,the more excited I felt.The view's very picturesque right?Hmm..imagine sky diving here.Whoooooooooooooooooo    And maybe a bit of camwhoring will do.  Oh and this 'man' looks real freaky I tell you.This is the ride within the plaza itself,and its such a boreeeeee.    Look at the view.Sighhhhhh I didn't want to go homeeee hahah Ok,down here you'll see First World Hotel getting obscured by the cold :D              That small,brave girl actually sat with me up front on the Corkscrew :D     1,2,3 JUMP!Haha wish I could!      There's a lot of these kinds but filter filter filter!I'd love to put all but my my the work nehhh I very lazy so hahahaha ok,don't you think I'm merepeking now?Hah nolah I just drank coffee!    And mooooore shots.trust me there's more where those came from :D   Some me shots :D  I wanted to stand in the lift but I couldn't.I hate lifts but I felt braver coz there was Khali in it with me hahah.         Moving through the corridor with 'style'. :D    Some jump shots :D      The journey downnnn.  Bye,GH.Till next time :D Needless to say,I had a great time. Labels: Flying, live life, Memories, satisfaction Up,up and away |
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