coz these
little wonders
still remain
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Farizah or Fa or Izah or whichever you prefer
17,I have funny and awesome quirks
I love to think of myself as a superhero
coz superheroes get the chance to save the day
I blog coz I want to have something that reminds me of everything that I did,yesterday today tomorrow
I have a diary for that,but I can't put shitloads of pictures in it
It'll grow fatttttttttt
But it's still my best friend
This blog's just for my own use
Btw
I hate spiders
And I’ll let you in on a secret;
I love myself


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Kawan-kawans

Arina Aiza Ayeshah Bai Dru Filzah Hanis&Ziyah Kakak MyeSarah Riqa Shikin Shiqa Syafiqah Shurz Tumbly
Thursday, April 29, 2010 @ 6:31 PM
So much has changed.
All coz we're without you.
I know I'm not supposed to say this,but I can't help it.
We need your courage and wisdom to support us through.
I do.I know I really do.
We need your warm gaze.
We need your hand to show.
We need your voice to soothe.
He probably took you away coz He thinks that we're ready to face everything without you right beside us.
But who am I to say that.
If it were true,then the time is not now.
We're not ready.
We still need your warm gaze.
We still need your hand to show.
We still need your voice to soothe.

But I know,with thoughts of Him and you,
we'll make our way through.
Coz I know you left coz you knew we were ready.
Coz I know He won't give us more than we can bear.
Up,up and away
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 @ 9:06 PM

Either you wait for things to happen,
or you make it happen.
But I choose neither.
Coz it's more than that.


Don't you think so?
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@ 8:41 PM
Good
Soo many unfortunate things have happened to me thus far.
1) NLB shut me out of their system.
2) I wasted almost 2 hours trying to reactivate my account.
3) I can't climb.
4) I didn't participate in the mock competition.
5) My hand has been hurting for almost a week now.
6) My PI shit is bleagh.
7) The VP stared at me for 17 seconds (I counted) but I didn't even talk.Swear.
8) We made the Eugenia upset. (not entirely my fault)
9) Forgot that I skipped a WHOLE question for chem test (4 marks gone.POOF.)
10) Failed my bio SPA.
11) Left my specs at home,so I was lost during lectures.

Wow.That's a total of 11.Excluding this and that.

But there are some positivity too :D
1) Aced my geog test (which I thought was a goner)
2) Aced my bio assignment (Now that they said it's going to be counted hahah)
3) My left knee has stopped hurting during runs.
4) Mdm S says I'm improving. (Hehe finally!)
5) Classmates never failing to make my day.
6) Breaks with babes :D
7) Great PI group.
8) NLB JUST replied :)
9) Saw a cute cat :D

Hmm...positivity has one less.But heck who cares.It's still something :D

____________________________________________________________________________________

I want to climb climb climb.
But I can't can't can't.
Sigh stupid rope burn.Now I can't climb...
Coz of the stupid rope burn I missed today's mock competition.Most prolly I'll miss Friday's isolation comp too.SAD SAD SAD.Afiqah thought I liked not climbing (like HER sheesh girl hahah).
"OMG you're soo lucky you don't have to climb!"
"Eh who says I don't want climb??Don't rub it in my face!!"
"Oh so you want to climb???"
*imagine my face*

LOL in the end,she enjoyed it.Funny girl hahaha.

And ain was power.TTM.I was in awe.So was charmaine.And trish.OMGG.You babes are dudes man.I was in pain,both from the never-healing burn and from watching them climb and not up there myself.PLEASE HEAL I BEG OF YOU!!!But really,forget about climbing.I can't even do the most important and basic thing in school- WRITE.Not only is it painful to write,but when I walk it hurts too.Idiotically not-fantabulously absolutely pissifying.Grrrr.I don't even use my hand to walk,for God's sake.

Shall do my PI later.Past few days have been sucky.But who cares now??I'm happier.

Both the good and the bad.
But the good overpowers.
Agree?
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010 @ 9:46 PM
I wished that the clock would
stop ticking for me.
So that I can escape,and
ponder on the next.
Savour the everlasting eternity.
And it did.
But seconds later,
I realised that it has to continue,
to keep ticking so that I
can put everything right
and keep my mind at peace.
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@ 9:36 PM
One.Two.Three.Snap.

It all just keeps spinning around in my head.
Everything.
Every little thing,
good or bad,
happy or sad.

I think if I were a kite,
the string that keeps me safe
will snap.
Then I will fly off to God-knows-where.

Yippee.Kites.
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Monday, April 26, 2010 @ 5:45 PM
Keep the Faith

“Faith is not simply a patience
that passively suffers until the storm
is past.
Rather,it is a spirit that
bears things,
with resignations,
yes,but
above all,with blazing,
serene hope.”
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@ 5:19 PM
My Life


Forgot to mention.
Training on friday was unfortunate for me,in a teeny way.Coz I have this rope burn between my thumb and forefinger which that was kinda peeled open when I was belaying ain.So there's a skin hanging there.AGONY.It's a freaking small thing,but the pain my God.I can't shampoo my hair properly without my right hand!And using only my left hand is...hard.
The funny part was,I put gentian violet on it.It's dark purple in colour (OMG it hurts to apply!).So when people saw it they thought that part of my hand went purple and started screaming.LOL.I think my face was epically comical.

Today,went climbing for a while.Waited for Hanisah too.Coz I wanted to see at least a lovely face before I reach home.So yeah,got my wish.
Sean is soo caring.Really.He was concerned about my burn.When I had fever the other time,the concern on his face could be seen so clearly.No offense to other guys,but it's hard to get a chance to see a guy react like that.And he's very gentle too (and also a fierce climber).And now he's already 18 :D

And TA Year 4s are organising a camp- My Life.Awesomely exciting.

Hmm...oh and I got A for my Geog test.I didn't study for it,if you could recall.So boy was I surprised ;)

Am I supposed to...?
Neh,you don't have to.
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Saturday, April 24, 2010 @ 3:33 PM
She's a dreamer.
Coz she hates to be a realist.
But she failed as a dreamer
just this once.
Coz she refuses to dream far
for you.
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@ 2:43 PM
TGIThem


Wow-whee.I have muscle aches.But I know this isn't training's fault.It's PE's.OMG the pain.Abah knows that,yet he purposely smacked my arm.Sheesh.Anw,there's going to be something interesting next wednesday.There will be a mock competition among the J1s,based on bouldering.Yippie.Buuuut I think I'll end up last.Coz they're soooo good.

Last couple of days have been...I don't really know what to say.But let's just say..it's no use talking about certain stuffs.Pain in the ass.On the other hand,hanging out with the gfs has been enjoyable.Fantabulously enjoyable.I mean,come on.How can anyone not,especially whn they're with such great company?I'm a great company myself.Cheychey :D

In the morning,got caught by one of the VPs for talking.We were talking abt the canoeist guitarists track&filders for getting amazing achievements.It's not some story or anth but I have to admit,we talked nonetheless so I have no hard feelings.Got sent to the front row.It's not that bad really,coz me and glen got shaded from the sun by the back people.Then Ms L scolded us for talking after assembly.Annoying.
"If I catch you talking next time I'll pull you to the back."
"Be my guest."
Sorry ah,but I was having a bad time,and I alr said I wasn't talking about crap like she said.Grr.But I apologized to her after,and she was so nice as to accept it.Sigh..I feel guilty.

After,I skipped math lecture at 1 to go out for lunch with the babes.Seriously!Extra math lectures on friday is like cutting into my TGIF time with the babes!Friday is the only day I REALLY look forward to every week.Coz then it'd be like a time to unwind and relax with them.The ONLY day that I can do that,coz everyone finshes early.And I had fun :D Loads of it.
Eating at Rasa21,then jokes and laughter all around.Then getting ingredients for Hs cheesecake.Lol very cartoon!NOt to forget Ulfah's and Mai's snail issue.I like :D
Hanisah Haziyah Ulfah Shafa Nadiah Shila Natasha Suhaila Mai.WOW.
Awesome bunch of babes :D
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Thursday, April 22, 2010 @ 9:22 PM

I am bored.
I am stressed.
I want to go to PRP now.
But it's impossible coz it's already 9.
I wish I can make people disappear.
Then you will be gone out of my life.
Make that our life.
Idiot.
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Tuesday, April 20, 2010 @ 9:24 PM
F & F

I am happy to be part of the family.
The friends.
They mean the world to me.
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@ 9:12 PM

I start to wonder why I'm here not there.
Sometimes,I love walking in the rain,
alone.
Coz no one will ask
"What's wrong?"
Coz no one will see me
cry.
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@ 9:05 PM
I got an OK mark for this Chem shit.
I'm glad,but Mdm S is unhappy.
"You can do better."
She says this even to the top student.Tsk.
Come on,we cannot greedygreedy you know.So that's fine HAHA.

Training tmr :D Can't believe I used to dread training last time.Tsktsk.Wth was wrong with meeee?

Aaaaaaahh,I love training,
but I don't like to flex.
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Monday, April 19, 2010 @ 6:48 PM

The greatest weakness of most humans
is their hesitancy to tell others
how much they love them
while they're still alive.
Up,up and away
@ 6:26 PM
He rocks.She rocks.We rock.
I was supposed to end at 1 today.Buuuuuut everyone else was so enthusiastic (a little too enthu if you ask me),that somehow they made me enthu too :D So I went for the unofficial training.Ok,the unofficial trainings are on Mondays,Tuesdays and Thursdays.And there ARE people who train on ALL 5 days.OMG.I feel undertrained *gasp* Ok,so met ain and climbed.We made our route,and tried.Ain tried and completed.I didn't.So I climbed and climbed (it goes on for 20 mins) then I completd it.Yeah man!Now can give to people.
Saffy wasn't there :( I had to go at 4,and she came at 4.Sooooo till Wednesday then,my friend.And then gen came,then josh.Then fadhil.Then mao.Then mizi and mir.Then eugenia.Then hafiz.Then yufan.Then trish.
Fadhil gave us a route to try.Finished it.Then he gave another one.OhMyHolyBanana it was tough.My hand hurts till now.I didn't finish it,neither did ain.But gen did.Siiiiighh...so pro :D

Oh and hafiz curly cut his hair :(

There's going to be a Rock Climbing Camp during the June hols (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
and I am excited for it (understatement,mind you).Initially they said 2D1N, but we asked for 3D2N.Captain said she'll see for us.
I am positive we'll get it :DDDD I'll suck up to Mr Ng.
Like finally,we get a together time,like everyone stay overnight and crap with each other.

Oh man I can't wait for it.
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Saturday, April 17, 2010 @ 2:53 PM

Just like a compass,
which always points north
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@ 2:30 PM
Terlukis arahku
Kala ku di samping mu
Tak terbalas jasa mu

Insan ku sanjungi
Seindah pelangi
Kau berikan, kasih mu

Ku pertama di hati mu
Setiap masa
Kasih mu ternyata
Tiada batasnya
Kau pertama di jiwa ku
hadirku kerana mu
Ingin ku beri segala
Yang terindah
Untuk mu

Ibu
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@ 2:13 PM
I love training!Especially with saffy and ain and afiqah and faiz and sean and eugenia and gen and everyone else.Sadly,faiz is crippled so he can't come till he's well.And training was a little too silent.Anw,sean was giving new routes.And I managed to do all of them :D Confidence boost ttm.
The people are going to climb later at Climb Asia.But I can't.Why do they have to choose Saturday.I can't gooooo!Later,they'll make me jealous during training.Hmmph.Nvm,I'll go with you people sooner or later.Hopefully.

I want to eat.
Up,up and away
Thursday, April 15, 2010 @ 8:48 PM

Where's my four-leaf clover?

& I want to live all the days of my life.
Up,up and away
@ 8:09 PM
Bumps and Bruises
So many people got injured yesterday during training.
I got injured,when my foot slipped and my knee got knocked against an undercling that's like protruding super sharply lahh.I fell,and just lay face down on the mattress,trying to tahan the pain.GOD.Wanted to cry mann.The sound was damn loud.The whole climbing area went quiet.Then "Farizah??FARIZAH!!" "OMG are you ok?" "F*** that was loud!You ok?" A horrible bruise now reminds me of the pain everytime I walk.
Then Faiz got injured.I thought he was kidding at first.But then it wasn't fake,and omg so worrying lahh.He looks like he was going to die mann hahah.Now we found out it was a little more than just a sprain.
Next,Shafa got injured during her hockey training.Her hand was bruised.Now I cannot squeeze her hand!
but it's ok,we survived :D

Class with the people is just awesome.School with the people is more than awesome.
Sadly,I have extra lessons till 2 tomorrow.That means no going out to eat with gfs.
But that's ok,I'll see them anyway.

I love school.
Have I told you that?

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Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 6:21 PM
Drip Drop

Don't you just love the
smell of the rain?
I do.
And yeah,
I want to dance in the rain.
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@ 5:32 PM
Them,there and not.
Save yourself.
It's only my heart.

Been a little stressed up lately.Coz I wasn't performing up to scratch.Well,I get it.I wasn't supposed to get that kinda grades.Buuuut on the bright side,I do have As :D So cheer up,teachers (and dear Fafa),let's turn that frown upside down :)
Lucky I have nice people around me.Like really.Without them,only God knows what'd happen to me.

Training tmr!
YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!:DD
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@ 5:19 PM
Fish
Someone was totally being an arse just now.So annoying lahh little boy.
Ok.It was Chem,and Glen as usual was bored.He pointed to this thing on the wall,so me and Marie looked.But I should've known better.Coz after that,my specs was missing.Only I didn't realise it at the time.Then came Math lecture.FFFFFFFFFFFFFFish I can't see.At all!All I saw were bold black lines (those were the words) and red lines etc.OMG I missed the whole thing!I tried to just listen and make sense of what Atiqah was writing.I wanted to scream mann.And I almost did.FRUSSSSSS ttm.
Told my mum about everything,and funnily she was ok with it.
And then it was Bio.Glen called me from the front,and gave this horrigible smile only he can give.Since I wasn't wearing my specs,I couldn't see clearly.Buuuuuuut,I noticed his specs was different.Then it hit me.
Those were mine.
&$%@$!%@&*#*$*@&$$$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (read between the lines)
Damn he kept it all the way till the end of the day!!!He said he forgot,and according to Atiqah it was true,coz he freaked out and told her about it.So it's ok,but OMG I'm still mad.This calls for revenge.HEHE
But I can't think of anything at the moment.
It's ok.Be spontaneous.
BEST.

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Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 12:46 PM

Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued,
is always just beyond your grasp,
but which, if you will sit down quietly,
may alight upon you.

Nathaniel Hawthorne

True that,don't you think?
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@ 12:31 PM
Sucks?No,just not up to scratch.
Alrighty.
Here I am,on the PC.When I am supposed to be doing other stuffs.Was supposed to go to madrasah today,buuuuut I asked Ibu if I could pon for just one day.Initially,she disagreed.But then my reasons are valid,so she agreed.SO then,woke up in the morning and did some work.Gosh.Draining.And that was only the planning.

Had a great time at Nenek's yesterday.Sigh if only the good times can last till forever.I'd be so glad to give up everything else.

I am looking forward to going to Yishun with the monkeys,though I'm not sure when.Only they have to scratch out Saturdays.Coz I can't tag along.Apparently,from the way Yufan described it,Yishun Safra is the bomb.Lol his face was soooo funny.Nvm,shan't be mean.Friday's training was great.Only thing was it wasn't an official training,according to Mr Ng.And I was totally rushing lahh,thinking I was late.Sheesh.Never say earlier.But it's ok.The seniors weren't there,and so was Jay.So we had the whole boulder to ourselves :D It was quite unproductive actually,coz with Jay's eagle eyes,we'd climb properly.But since he wasn't there,we were acting like real monkeys.

Anw,I have to work hard for this term.Coz my first term sucked.Doesn't really suck ah,just sucky to me.

* The problems/issues part is the sad and miserable part of my great life.This is what I'd say.
* The problems/issues are part of my sad and miserable life.This is what some others would say.

It makes a difference.
A whole lot of difference.
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Friday, April 9, 2010 @ 8:44 PM
Take a Pause

Now and then it's good to pause in our pursuit of happiness and just be happy.
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@ 8:21 PM

Everyone has the power to make others happy. Some do it by entering the room, others by leaving it.
Up,up and away
@ 2:31 PM

Why does there have to be an oil spill?Couldn't you people be more careful?
Now the things that I love are going to be gone.
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@ 2:17 PM
Ok.Know what?I am bound to be the worst student in class.
But it's ok.I think I am just slacking,unprepared whatever.But I do know of this one other thing.
I know I can do it.
And that's all that does it.

School's been great-ish.But poor Marie missed 2 days of school,coz there was an accident during ODAC.But she's fine,coz she's a strong girl :D

During Chem and Bio just now,I seriously felt like giving up.Coz I was aching (not the shitty kind),and I was so distracted I missed more than half of what was being taught.I cried yesterday,coz it hurt then too.And they were nice enough to try to cheer me up.I've never cried coz of aches before.Coz this pain is...WOW.Nevertheless,I still enjoy school ttm.I just need to figure out a way to cancel out aches without taking panadol.

I have training later,and I have a feeling the seniors won't be there.Hmm...this means that there's a possibility that the girls might do high wall.NOOOOO I want to boulder.I think I'm going to be a pro soon.HAHA like real.

Eh why not?
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@ 2:09 PM
Stay Happy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKAK!
Dah pun 20.Last time I remembered,you were an icky caterpillar.Now you somehow turned into a beautiful butterfly!!Haha kidding tauu.
Anw,there's so many things to say,but I won't say it.Coz I think that the unsaid words says everything.
Love you till death,dear Kakak.
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Wednesday, April 7, 2010 @ 9:34 PM
Love

Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.
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@ 9:27 PM
Love You

Babies are sick :_(Get well soon loves.The loves here will miss and love you every second.Rest well,Cik M & Cik A.Really love you all a lot:D

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@ 9:05 PM
The People
Time focused on the bad is wasted time.
Time that we enjoy wasting is not wasted time.
Get it?

Anyhoo,Mr Ng says S01 did well for Math.I hope he's right.Let's see...there's really nothing else to say.Coz today was totally mundane.Ok,not totally.Coz the babes were such enjoyable company :DD LOVE.

Ended school at 0130.Wasted time with classmates.

Glen was never happy with the fact that he can scare everyone else but not me.Coz well,my reactions are a little slower than everyone else's.Sadly.So,he will never give up any opportunity to scare the hell out of me.I can scare him,but he can't scare me.That makes it worse right?
He'll do stuffs like scream in your ears,jump right in front of you unexpectedly etc.He,being a small boy,looks like a little boy.Behaves like one too,at times.Really,no kid.
Anw,while I was eating,he practically yelled into my ear.OMG he's lucky my eardrums didn't explode.If not,I'll strangle him.He was happy,coz I got shocked.I mean come on,I was eating happily.Grrr.
So,what fun will it be if I just let him get away with it scot-free?HAHA
I know he's scared of tickles.And I only ever poked his side to wake him up if I have to,coz he'll get angry if I did it just for the fun of it.Sooooo....while he was looking the other way,I poked his sides.Just a little bit.And OMG his reaction.PRICELESS.Should've videotaped it.Sheesh.But well,that was sweet :D
His final words before I went off
"I'll be watching you."
Not scared lah,little boy.
Oh,and he did pretty well for Chem.DUH.

And soooo,went to meet the babes.Sigh.There're quite a number,and I'm scared I might forget any of them,so I won't put any names here.But they rock :D

Talking about rock,training after.In which poor Gen had the accident.But she's fine.Training was ok.Finished a couple of routes.More than a couple.AWESOME.Confidence level going up man.
After which,went for bubble tea,where Ain ordered this thingy for me.Forgot the name,but it was damn nice!I like.Minus point,the people made us wait.Mizi Faiz Walter QQ Trish.You owe us mann.Maybe Mizi owe a little less,coz he was nice coz he apologized.
And and and Ain was the last person I would expect to actually do this thing.She keeps track of her clique's cool points.LIKE OMG!Haha cute or what???
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@ 8:59 PM
My heart nearly stopped just now.Gen didn't manage to secure her rope properly to the thingys on the wall.And she was hanging with just one hand.She was at the roof.Poor her.She fell five panels,which is like 5 m down.And hit the wall.Ouch.Chill,Gen.We all love you :D
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Monday, April 5, 2010 @ 3:49 PM

Everything has beauty,
but not everyone can see it.

Confucius
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@ 3:34 PM
Just swing it
OMG.I've got something hilariously pissifying to shout to the world.
Geog CA isn't on Tuesday.It was just now.
GAH.But I think I did fine.They told us to read up from Chapter 1-4,but the question was ONLY on Chapter 2.Can't you be more specific???Luckily I focused on Chapter 2 and 3.Actually,I think I can swing it without even studying.Coz the stuffs are in my head already,thanks to TKG.I have to admit it,I was caught totally off guard.But I swung it,and I think I swung it good :D

Here I am at home,while many of the climbers are in school climbing.TskTskTsk.What a lazy bum.But really,my energy seemed to be drained during the 4x400m run.Since no one wanted to run,I just ran for the fun of it.But it's not fun coz the expectations from the class were high.Sigh.Seriously,if I had known that running in that 400m race competing against other classes was that bad,I would have gladly gave it up to run 2.4km at my own pace.Grr.Nevertheless,I am glad we got third.A girl overtook me.So I overtook 2 :D Yay man.
There are 2 CAs tomorrow.GP and Math.I also have the PI draft to correct.And the Bio assignment.And the Math assignment.And the Geog assignment.Not to forget Chem assignments.My oh my.There's so much stuffs to do but so little time.But it's ok.One at a time.
I am already feeling the pressure actually,but not working hard to beat it.In order for me to focus well,I'll have to chill a little.
Just a smitch.

I think I'll go meet the monkeys.

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Saturday, April 3, 2010 @ 5:49 PM
You just know

"Sometimes,
you don't really know.
But when they know,
you'll know you know."
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@ 5:28 PM
The Mind

Every man takes the limits of his own field of vision for the limits of the world.
Arthur Schopenhauer
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@ 5:20 PM
Ok this is horribly weird yet it's happening.I am annoyed!With the 2 people I am not supposed to be annoyed at!!Oh well.I guess it's that time again.Coz they're not the only people I ain't supposed to be annoyed at.WTH am I talking??Nvm nvm.I shall divert my focus on something else.Anything else.Let's seeee....
Friday was out with the lovely FAHKQ.Only It was FAAHK coz Q was missing coz she sick :( Nvm,hope I'll get to see you soon darling :D It was quite fun,and enjoyable.Actually,I really really loved it.Coz it was at ECP.And beaches makes me incapable of concentrating on the world around me.So,I was hardly registering anything that was going on.A little too mesmerized,I should say.
After which,went to Parkway to get ice-creams.I seriously have no idea how many ice creams I actually consumed.All I know is that my sweet tooth was on big time.I loike:D
There's another outing tomorrow.Gay bro and his crew going to compete in the dance competition.But I have a GG CA on Tuesday.Should be mugging.Hmm...I shall see first.

Missed climbing at safra.Heard it was good.
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Thursday, April 1, 2010 @ 7:13 PM


Often,it's the most deserving people who cannot help loving
those who destroy them.


Sad,isn't it.
Shame on me.
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@ 6:39 PM
Ibu's a happy woman today.She looks as young as ever.

Secrets.
It is everyone's right to keep their own thoughts or feelings a secret.But it is,of course,not their right to disclose anyone else's secrets other than their own,that is if they are willing.I have mine,and you have yours.But just coz you're my friend it does not mean that you can demand for the right to know my secrets right?If I were to do that to you,would you like it?Ask anyone.I guess I can predict their answer.
Don't get me wrong,I'm not slamming anyone or anything.Swear.I am simply pouring out what's in my head.
Obviously,there are those people to whom you can tell anything and everything to,without feeling any awkwardness or hesitation.I do have that person by my side.Persons,in fact.They will not judge me by what they know about me.That's one thing I'm absolutely certain about.They do confide in me,about things.And I know very well not to slip up.
But tell me.Have you ever told anyone secrets that are entrusted to you?
If you have,thank God you're normal.If you haven't,you might want to have yourself checked.Unless you're some Prophet or something.Not that I'm saying it's alright to tell.Obviously it is not alright.But humans,like you and I,do make mistakes that ought to be forgiven.Nobody's perfect.I am abviously not perfect.You are certainly not perfect either.
Oh well,whatever the case,I know that I will not create a reason for anyone to not believe my words.
Hmm...I realise that I like this blog.And love my diary.
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@ 4:21 PM

There is nothing about a caterpillar that tells you it's going to be a butterfly.
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@ 3:48 PM
Cycle in the Rain
And so,it's half day today.Coz of...I have no idea actually.So school ends at 1.Last lesson's geog.Man..suffocation!The only stuffs I had for school today were just CME Math lecture and Geog tutorial.Slack.But coz of the 2 cups of coffee I had in the morning,I was quite high.And well,when I'm high...oh well,shall not elaborate.Anw,I have been wearing mismatched socks for school.But I decided to wear matching socks in school just now.I felt a little lazy to tie my hair up properly too.SO here it goes.

"Are you ok?Is something wrong?"
"Huh??Nothing.Why you ask?"
"No,it's very weird."
"What's weird?"
"You're wearing matching socks today."
"And so?Can't I?"
"Can lah,but it's weird for you.And you didn't tie your hair up nicely."
"Eh what's wrong with you?My hair and socks whattttt!"
"No lah,just asking out of concern." *yeah right*

Oh well,that's the dude who got isolated by Ms L for talking too much.And Jeffrey/Yong Jie/Garreth said it's normal for normal people to wear matching socks but not for me.Thanks ah,thanks.
Even though it's half day,and people are going out,I felt so lazy to actually jalan-jalan.At the malls,not really my thing.SO I went home with this intention; To sleep.
Ibu and Abah weren't at home.Then I noticed that rain clouds are coming.And the bicycle caught my eye.If I were to wait for my parents to come home,of course they won't let me go off.And soooo (before the plan is foiled) off I went to PRP:DDD no umbrella no raincoats no caps,just my own world.
No one was around,not a single soul.I like.I like the rain even more.It's cold though.The rain got heavier so I sought for shelter and stayed and stared around.At the sea,the sky,the rain.WOW.Beautiful.Felt some vibrations.
Answered the call.

"Adik,where are you?"
"Hmm...cycling." *heart pumping**not even answering the q*
"Oh..in the rain?"
"Yeppyepp,but I'm under shelter now."
"Where exactly are you?"
"Pasir Ris." *oh no oh no I'm dead I'm dead*
"So far?You know it's going to rain right?Yet you still go off."
"Alaa...off day lahh want to chill." *gabra*
"Why didn't you call to inform us first?"
"Coz if I asked you wouldn't allow."
"Hmmm...okok,take care of yourself k.If anything,give a call." *phew*
"K,see you later.Love you."
"Love you too.Wait,your father wants to speak to you." *WTH WTH WTH*
.......
"Hello?Adik,where are you?"
"Pasir Ris."
"It's raining right,why are you there?" *angry tone*
"For fun only,for a while." *pleading voice*
*silence* "Ok,if anything call.Be home asap."
"Alrighty,after the rain subsides a little I'll go." *phew*
*Ibu in the background* "We'll talk to you at home" *OH NO*

Haha comical man,now that I think of it.But they weren't really angry.Just a little angry coz I didn't inform them.Sorry,lovely parents.But if I were to tell you,I won't even step out of the house hahah.I'm safe anyways,and that's all that matters right?Ok,problem solved :DDDD

Tomorrow,climbers going off to Yishun's Safra.Oh no.Never say earlier,if not I would've set the day aside.
Oh well,FAHKQ outing awaits.
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