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Farizah or Fa or Izah or whichever you prefer
17,I have funny and awesome quirks
I love to think of myself as a superhero
coz superheroes get the chance to save the day
I blog coz I want to have something that reminds me of everything that I did,yesterday today tomorrow
I have a diary for that,but I can't put shitloads of pictures in it
It'll grow fatttttttttt
But it's still my best friend
This blog's just for my own use
Btw
I hate spiders
And I’ll let you in on a secret;
I love myself


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Aah today is too much of a plain day for a plain jane.
Hmm I'm thinking of what to get during this holiday,like shop.But the word shop itself gives me the heevy jeevies.And here it comes...my brain is flooding me with all the annoying images of crowds in the malls.Meh.Maybe online shopping will do the trick.Oh wait,I have to use NETs or credit.Ibu will kill me if I ask.I don't like wasting money,but really I feel like splurging.No,the only way is to go out to certain places after surveying online.
Oh noooooo I have to go out.

I love simplicity,but prints of some pretty stuffs attract me.

This skirt is not simple,but it's pretty coz of the clever blend of colours.


Same goes for this dress.


This tunic is nice and romantic.I like the detail,very intricate yet simple.


This top has a nice edge to it.I like it.


Not simple,but pretty pretty all the same.

These two things below have the same thing in common- the warm colour.



They're both pretty.


I fell in love with this trench coat.Why?Yeah coz its white!But it's impractical to be walking out in this on the streets of the little red dot just above the equator.I may as well be in a walking sauna.


These ankle boots are real pretty.But too bad,if I were to put it on nobody'd know they're boots :/


These brogues are pretty too.


This duffel is nice!I like the colour.Hmm...would it look better in white?Nyeh,it should stay this colour.

Haha I think something good came out of looking through these things.I know my taste and style better now.I even surprised myself,coz I didn't know I like things that I thought I wouldn't like.They're really pretty.

Warm and simple but detailed.

But I still hate shopping,okay?

Ahahahaha

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Heyho so I'm back,and shame on me my expectation of this was ree-dee-cue-less.Yeah,say it like that,punk.I totally enjoyed myself.Went to Genting,and my my a lot of things changed but they somehow seemed...the same?Yeah,I wonder why.

The rides there were awesome.Yeah,that's it.AWESOME.Period.
Ok maybe I'll elaborate more hahaha.
I love thrillers ie movies rides etc.So,obviously my favourite are the Corkscrew and Space Shot.They're awesome.But fair warning,not for the faint-hearted or people who are scared of heights.You're on a fuhh-reaking mountain,so naturally the view is unlike the one from the 12th floor of HDB flats.Even when you're in the lobby you can faint,coz all you can see are the canopy of the forests,fog/mist/clouds.Even better for me,a majority of the hours we were there the mist/fog (damn cold) made it impossible for others to enjoy the view of the mountain,so somehow you are on the clouds,imagine that :D

Corkscrew
Ok,this is great,but kinda fell short of my expectations for a heart-stopping,bladder-contracting ride.It looked scary but sooooo not the thrill I was looking for.But it's ok coz of the screaming,credits to scaredy-cats hahah kidding.Screaming during the rides is fun so,I joined in the screaming.Mighta added a coupla decibels.

Space Shot
Ok,this is my ultimate favourite I swear.The ride brings you up,like high up.Sometimes you can't even see your own shoes properly.There will then be a momentary pause and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH the screams enter the scene.It will literally just drop,and you can't feel the seats on your butts or your butts on your seats.Awesome shit or what?Hahah like I said I enjoy these kinda rides so of course I'll find them cool and others will find me insane.

The Cold
Ok,the cold was bitter and dry.My nose was in pain at some point,coz the winds were just harsh.Like air-con surrounding the entire mountain turned on at full-blast.But I liked it.It's a nice experience,coz the last time we were there the cold ain't that bad.

Hmm I shall elaborate more on the 5 days when I am less tired,coz now I need to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Wow how abrupt.
Oh and there will be pictures!!!

Labels: Flying in a Dream, hmmm, satisfaction

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Nobody has the right to tell you you're weird,strange etc.I think it will affect you in one way or another,despite the brave front being put up to lure people into thinking that you're not.Personally,I feel that it is quite an effective way to shut them up.I smile,take it in and dispose of it the next second.I prefer to just ignore them completely actually.Coz I find retaliating awfully tiring.And a waste of time.You are entitled to your own opinion,and so am I.Only I am entitled to one more thing: the decision to just walk away.

Of course,I don't mind my dearests saying that to me.From them,it's like a term of endearment.I won't get affected by them saying it one bit.

But anyhoo,bottomline is that every human has the right to walk away.

The murder that took place at Downtown.I think that it was despicable.In front of large crowds of people.And such a thing happened.Many would have realised by now that it seemed like as if nobody intervened.Though I firmly believe that there is at least one who would have done.Disappointed I am.But I can't blame them.They had weapons,and there were children around.If my family were there,my instinct would have told me to first and foremost get my youngest sister out of harm's way,by miles if possible.And those people there brought with them their young children.I totally understand that.

But the thing is,you can see youngsters frolicking around nowadays.Some are terribly rowdy,disruptive.So naturally,others have this negative perception of them.It's the norm today,for people to treat youngsters like hooligans,giving them glares and dirty looks.

Some of these hooligans can't help it you know.I know,they have brains and conscience to think rationally.They do,but something just cloud their judgement.It can be a anything.I am not saying that murder is ok.It is an absolutely evil thing to do.

Lots to take into account right?

Now,this is where empathy comes in.
And it matters if you have it or not.

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Black Beauty

Story of life that never be
about the tail that swishes free
With darkness that works to tear apart
the friendship true that grows from the heart

Labels: awwshucks, happiness, hmmm, live life

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My happiness isn't that important.It's yours that matters.It sounds cliche,but really.You are the most important person in my life.When I look at you at times,I don't want to go anywhere else.I want to be by your side every second of the day.I rarely go against your word,no matter how much I want to.Whatever your wants,I will certainly oblige.Unless I really can't.When I dreamed that you were gone,you can't imagine how my world crumbled.

And that was just a dream.

Hmm...I've been thinking.I think I want to alter the route that I set for myself.I have been dreaming about this path since I was...really young?Come to think of it,I think it'd be a miracle if I ever made it there.This ain't pessimism,I am just being realistic.But this so ain't me.Well,I guess I have been dreaming for far too long,I may think unicorns are real.But if that were to happen,I'll get meself checked,no worries.Now,let's consider this alternative.Both paths are worthwhile,trust me.But then one is exerting this kind of attraction that is totally...I dont know.Oh wells.This is reality my dear,not fantasy.So,think carefully.

But who says I can't dream still?It doesn't hurt to dream,does it?
And who knows,it may even come true some day.

Labels: cool ke perr, cycling spider lunatic, Flying, hmmm, you

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Dear sanity,don't leave me.
HAHAH.

Anw,it's been a ride,2010.New school,new faces.
But sadly,it's going to end a little later than I hoped it would.
Sighhhhhh
Penat lohhh

Memories will stay as memories.I aint braggin',but dayum I have one heck of a memory (this does not apply on certain stuffs like oh I dont know studiesssss).One of the more interesting 15 minutes of my life,I must admit.Made me smile like an idiot.

It's during times like these,when certain functions in my brain don't click,that my mind wonders like as if I don't need it.And that's where the notes are abandoned hahah.And it goes high up to the mountains (mann I wish I were there) back down to the beach (oh baby babyyyyy) and even lower at the ocean bed then BUMP right back to the notes.But the last part rarely happens,coz I don't want to suffer another bruise inflicted by reality so I will drag myself,no matter how violently my heart struggles and screams but then falls 'victim' and subdued by this rather annoying conscience of mine.That was totally unnecessary.Anw,what I'm tryna put forth is that I dream a lot.So yeah and I realised that I dream of lotsa peaceful environments.So yeah I guess that's where my mind seeks refuge in when the going gets tough.I ain't even sure if those landscapes were real hahah.Maybe I saw them somewhere.

I'm hearing a lot about people getting heartbroken here and there.And I just listen to it,and never thought much of it after.But this got me thinking.Maybe such experiences will help you in the future.I am always for this mindset,that there will surely be time for that later.Plus,I am in no rush or bother to go and search for anyone.When it happens,it happens.Just go with the flow.But different people have different thoughts and perspective.So I thought it is interesting to listen.
But what if certain things get in the way and you never made to the point where you get to feel it?That's some food for thought.My answer to that'd be that...I was never meant to feel it then.He is Fair.So,if it wasnt meant for me,then so be it.Coz my life is great the way it is.Sure,there are stains of black across the canvas.But I am still alive and fine right now,alhamdulillah.

Just that I am missing certain people right now.Really badly.But it ain't my choice.Trust me,if given a choice I would choose otherwise.But I am only human afterall,so I put all my trust in Him.

If given a choice,I would not have chosen school.
Hmm actually I most probably will.

I hate the phrase 'It's life,' coz it's like...I don't know,I just don't like it.

I don't like '.......', it's like I was supposed to read between the .......

Ahh now I think I am starting to ramble.Actually,I think I started a while ago.Yesss,sounds a little disoriented,I think.May be a waste of time.

Still,it contains a little of this,and a little of that.

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I need answers,if not then maybe something close to it.I went to find out new things that I have never come across before.And I needed someone who can rehash those stuffs and explain them to me.That's what I need.I don't need people telling me that my views are wrong,I need people to tell me that they are not correct.There's a difference in the two things fyi.One makes me cry,the other allows me to understand.That's what I need.Even Abah can't help me with that.
It's either I don't bother finding out more and learn new things or I find out more and search for the answers on my own or ask other people.
But that's the thing.I don't trust getting the answers for issues like this from other people.

It's times like this I wish you were still around.
If you can't see it,trust me,it shows.

Labels: hmmm, Memories, Right choices, sad night, you

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I found a sweet wrapper that can rap and it entertained me throughout the whole horrible period of boredom that I had experienced and guess what I ate the sweet the day before it was found and it looks so darn familiar I wonder why,oh wait.
It's mine.

Had an amazing day,too amazing in fact.Not coz of the things that happened,but more coz of the things that were said to me and things that are going to happen sooner or later oh wells,there are some inexplainable unbelievable things that made my day and I am quite happy as of now.Oh and of course,none of them is you.tyvm.

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Live and let live.

But I ain't doin' it.Yet.

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