cbox recommended. Width: 350px.

Farizah or Fa or Izah or whichever you prefer
17,I have funny and awesome quirks
I love to think of myself as a superhero
coz superheroes get the chance to save the day
I blog coz I want to have something that reminds me of everything that I did,yesterday today tomorrow
I have a diary for that,but I can't put shitloads of pictures in it
It'll grow fatttttttttt
But it's still my best friend
This blog's just for my own use
Btw
I hate spiders
And I’ll let you in on a secret;
I love myself


bolditalicunderlinestrikeout

Courage is the power to let go of the familiar.

If that's true,I am
a coward.
If that's false,am I still
a coward? Up,up and away

School is really tonnes of fun smiles and loads of laughter.Well..at least until the teacher catches you at it (hmmm).Company has been awesome.Class is so awesome.
Though there's something that I think is sad.I pity Angus.In his old school,Y told me he was a weirdo.And they kinda poke fun at him,just for him being...Angus.I find him different too,but that shouldn't be a reason for him to be treated like...a joke.He has been very reliable in class.10S01 will not function without him man.Really.We all love him,whatever some people might say.He will be a student councillor,coz the whole class and all the teachers support it.The SC will have gained a brilliant councillor.Oh well,people are humans,and we're too quick to judge.And some too slow to judge intelligently.Whatever.Shame on you.
Anw,like I've said,laughter is always there in the atmosphere.Mostly coz there's a creature like Glen.

"What do you call this particular bond?"
"James Bond."


I mean like WTH,he can say it with a straight face!Even Ms L smiled.And coz he talked too much just now (Ooops),Ms L made him sit at the front of the class alone.And I guessed right.That didn't stop him from being...Glen.I like.And I love Marie and Atiqah and Angie and everyone else.

But of course,some people are just too irreplaceable to be set aside.
Se Ay Dr <3 Up,up and away

A friend hears the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails. Up,up and away

And soo,the weekend have passed by so fast.Very fast.But I did enjoy them.Except for the part where Ibu forced me to go shopping with her.For her bag.GAH.At Orchard.The place I want to be at the SUPER LEAST.Wait.I NEVER want to be at.Coz the people.The SWARMS of people OMG.I wanted to cryy.God,walk here walk there.Headache mann.& I'm not sure if honesty is the best policy with Ibu hahah.Then met Mami and Daddy and Haziq and Iqin and B <3.But really,if you ever want to see me with a black face or horrigible temper,just bring me shopping.

And rock climbing has been very enjoyable.VERY.Coz I realised the people there rock a lot more than I expected them to.Me and Saffy actually played soccer with a chair as a goal post.Not serious one ah,just for fun.And it was so hilarious.
"She goes right,she goes left,and she.....SCORES!" Haha like real.
But Ain wasnt there :( Went for bubble tea after training.They're such good company.

List of things to do: Iron the uniformSSS....oh & sleep early. Up,up and away

The things that we love tell us what we are.
St. Thomas Aquinas Up,up and away

& I ask myself. Why do I keep this blog?
Easy.It's like story book about myself that I can read,complete with pictures and all.I can't put lots of pictures in my diary.It'll go fat.But I prefer diary to this.I can't say everything here.

Chem CA was ok.Not that bad.Most of my answers match Glen's.Actually,all except 2.Nvm.Can still get an A.HAHA CHEY.Mdm S doesn't mind people getting A,so I'm cool.

There's this Edurace thingy that the class actually volunteered for,without consulting me!(Like I was big sheesh) And so,Marie and me (stupidly) became leaders for the games part,which is the major-est thing in the whole race.DAMN.And soo,we squeezes our brains just to get a game fit for upper primary school kids.I forgot what it was like being a kid.Anw,was supposed to give the proposal to Cheryl by yesterday at 8.And so I did.But I forgot to add layout and list of things needed.So,used the CME period to improve on the game.IT WAS AWESOME.My memory game went through a little bit of plastic surgery.YEAH MAN.I love the game.:D But now,I'll have to do the proposal again.Ok,not now.Maybe later.

School's been fun.More fun than before,and I like that.My caffeine (Glen) now needs my help.Marie's my other one.I was his caffeine for the whole day in return.But waking him up was so funny,I had silent fits of laughter (and got deadly glares from a few women).Really,it's seriously funny.I just tapped his foot,and he jerked awake.Don't think of just a jerk.Think of a violent one.And he does that everytime.Anyhoo,he's still my caffeine.Coz he'll give lame jokes (like me),say the silliest and dumbest things.He and Bala had nothing to better to do,so they used people's names as substitutes for expletives coz I said that I don't like it when they curse out loud.So,let's see...
"What the Ang-Hong!" is WTH only now it's WTAH.It's not really that bad but it's one of the nicer ones.
"Mother Bala-ker!" is...well,I guess anyone can guess that.
And loads more.Glen being Glen,can create trouble enough for the whole class to get into trouble.So imagine how sad and disappointed the teachers are when he uses his smart-ness for things like this.Sigh.HAHA.
But sadly,Marie was quiet throughout.I am worried.
My PW group consists of Glen Marie Bala Jahnavi me.And we make up what the class now calls 'the best group'.Why in the world are we grouped together????I mean,the teachers should know better than to put Glen and Bala together or me and Marie together or Marie and Glen together or Glen and me together or even ALL of us together!I am veeeeery amused.Weird.But I love it nonetheless.

PS I managed to complete Jay's route aka endurance route! Up,up and away

Hee.Had a very enjoyable time yesterday.There are so many March Babies,namely Irah Owl Achap Qaqasyg Me.And not to forget arwah atok too.
Anw,Ibu bought ice-cream cakes yesterday.And nenek loves the ice cream cakes,only she pretended not to HAHA.And we celebrated all the birthdays.It was very special,just felt that way.Coz hazim&family came from Msia.And stuffs.But sadly,my baby went off to Msia alr :( with Owl,Juju,Tuffa and the rest. :( Oh well,I'll get to see you babies soon I hope.Ibu,Umi,Mama and Mummy will miss you :D
After all the cake cutting and such,we watched Santau,this story about someone who's jealous of his very....nvm.I won't spoil the story.But basically,the moral of the story is evil never wins.The ghosts and scenes are quite scary,but seriously I think it'll make you braver.Or not.
Lol.Spending time with the people I love makes me treasure them more.When the time comes,you won't feel any twinge of regret. Up,up and away

Kakak's coming tomorrow to see you!:D Up,up and away

Training was great.I like it.
Jay,the coach,is a really nice person,even though he looked all intimidating and stuffs.We were divided into two groups.Today,my group was with Jay almost the whole time.And I can totally be crappy with him,coz he's not scary at all!:D I was up,and put my hand into a jug,but it had loads of water (YUCKY WATER THAT'S ALL GREENY!).So I,being me,had a funny reaction.
"OMG OMG It's wet!!It's all green!EWWW!" *shakes hand frantically while hanging with just one hand* *bumped onto the wall painfully*
*can't remember what else I said or did*
Apparently,Jay saw all that when I thought he was looking at Jeffrey.EMBARASSING.He actually laughed at me,and I can't hear what he said.Meanie.I mean,I'm a girl.Normal reaction lah please.Heh:) But after that,when he went back to the rest,he was his usual scary self.Hmm...
And he actually finished the route he made,the endurance route.So far,only Faiz and Mizi finished it.The last point is 30.He completed it with such glamness,while I only reached 28 (with much falling and slipping and unglamness).
Anw,I finished one route,but I stayed away from the boulder after,so that I won't spoil my satisfaction of finally conquering Carol's route.Next target,shall be Mao's.Watch me.

Ibu's in a good mood today.Shall I ask her why?
Maybe not.Hehe

Labels: satisfaction

Up,up and away

or there'll be ants and rats and everything else that will make girls scream. Up,up and away

It's raining.
It's pouring.

Man,I love the smell of the rain.
I miss PRP.A lot.

You don't have to have a reason to miss.
Hmm...

Labels: scent of the rain

Up,up and away

What lack of sleep does to me.

Lack of sleep doesn't matter much,coz I don't sleep much anyway.But I do nowadays,especially after all the hours I spent trying to paste the words and numbers and stuffs permanently in my head.
You know,I want to do Medicine in about 2 years.But some things just scare me.Like the fact that most of the people going there are from elite JCs like RIJC or VJC.And the fact that I am just a student from an average school.The school's pace is a lot slower than the better JCs.We started off earlier,but we ended up slower.Oh well,I just have to be faster than the rest then.
Oh btw,I didn't fail all my tests.My scores are like 5.5/8 and 4/7.Haha I guess I forgot to look at the number after the slash.Heh.This shows that I don't pay attention.And yet I dream to go to NUS.Oh well,a girl can dream.And dream big.Soo,coz of that I cannot afford to slack behind the others.
I'll just work hard,study harder,and climb even harder.Hehe.That'll be nice.
Hmm...I just want to be happy,especially with myself.When I'm happy with myself,I'll be more than happy to share it.

People are just about as happy as they make up their mind to be.
-Abraham Lincoln

Anw,CC finals this Saturday.Win or lose,I'll still be proud of them.
And my baby is soooo cute. Up,up and away

lalala I'm bored sungguh anyone nak teman nvm i going see my baby and the other sayangs too anyway so tak perlu lah k oh and lihat qaqa's b also hehe my b tak datang-datang i want to prank people ah any volunteers Up,up and away

The world owes you nothing.
Coz it was here first. Up,up and away

I'm going to see them again this Saturday.
Someone's turning 17. :D
And to you people,thanks for everything. Up,up and away

Baby's here.

Wow.This one word can describe yesterday pretty well.It felt soo great to be back within the more-than-familiar walls,with the beautiful people.And the funny funny juniors.Why do they look like as if they're so scared of us??Anw,it was a refreshing time.Away from tpjc,away from studying,thoughts of studying,away from everything else.Just us,and them.Went to Parkway with CMing first,ate at Swensens for a while.Caught up on what's happening in each other's lives.
When we reached TKG,we went to change to our NCO shirts.Boy,the smell of strong smelling shampoos and stuffs were overwhelming!Now,I don't remember that kind of smell back then.Met Lee in the NP room (!!!),then Fadhilah and Farzana came.Fadhilah forgot my name but pretended otherwise.She's our IC when we were Sec 2s btw.Good times,good times.Aisha came,along with everybody else,tut tut we're at campfire.
Then....NADHRAH CAME!!!Damn,it's been soooo long.Finally,she came:D It was good,stuffs were good.And and and....DRU CAME!After her four-day camp,plus climbing waterfalls and stuffs,she came to TK straight!!AWESOME!Poor girl,she looked so tired.Rest well dru dear :D
Night walk after,and we decided not to scare them,coz we wanted to catch up and stuffs.They didn't seem too scared,them brave peoples.I was scared like crap when I was their age (Sec 2-ish).But of course,I became braver when I got older (Chey..).
Hmm...sleeping on each other's thighs,watching each other sleep,watching people running around and more.Wow.I cannot put the things I enjoyed in words man,but it's ok.I have them in my memory.So,I'm good.
Going back to camp made me realise these few things.
I miss sleeping at the courtyard on the ground.I miss sleeping at the foyer on the cold hard floor.I miss sleeping at the NP room.I miss not sleeping for a whole night and wake up with horrible eye bags.I miss the Kamikaze cheer by them.I miss getting scared to the core by them.
Being a traitor to softball was one of the best things that has ever happened to me.

I realised that this post is very crappy.VERY.But whatever.I can't think properly,coz it's quite overwhelming.
training later.L1.Tak nak pergiiii......Heh kidding :) Up,up and away

My adiks are watching Bila Cinta Bertasbih,it's a nice story.Very pissifying,coz the poor guy got ditched by girls.He wanted to marry this girl,but his friend got there first.He was super disappointed.And I'm angry with the teacher,who said that his friend was better than him.Screw you.Whatever lah,coz in the end he married the girl!:DD Hehe.I told Ibu that I want to find a guy like him,coz he's just...one of a kind.Won't cross anyone's path twice.


This was a picture taken when I was stuck at PRP coz the rain came without a sign.Oh wells,I get to stay there longer anyway :D

I can't wait for tomorrow.I'll be seeing the beautiful peoples,and my lovely juniors.They made it to Campcraft finals!Proud of you babes!

Now I have to go.Have to buy something,coz Abah's tired.Why oh why.

Toodles!:) Up,up and away

Have I mentioned that you people are awesome??:DD

It is important to see the bright side of life.
I'm not trying to be wise or anything.
I'm saying this,
coz I know it sucks to not see it.
And I realised that
it is,and forever will be,right beside
you and me.
Wherever and whenever.
You have to learn to find it.
I did.
Coz if you don't,all you see is nothing.
If you see nothing,
do you think the people around you
will be happy?
That I'll be happy?
That I'll still be ok,coz
I will not know and I will not care?
Coz if you do,
shame on you.
Really.
Coz I do care,I really do. Up,up and away

I'm going to be seeing you people soon!!

Something's a little wrong with blogger.Hmm...nvm I'll make do with it for now.
Anw TKNP Annual Campfire tomorrow.I AM GOING TO GO FOR ITTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!YEAH MAN!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND I GET TO STAY OVERNIGHT!!THANKS IBU!!:D Yay to the world!I'm quite happy now.Ok not just quite,very happy.

Anw,had bio in the morning,all the proteins stuffs.Quite cool,but tooo much to handle.Marie was absent.And Glen's in Perth now.So my caffeine for lectures is missing.Come back!!! Oh & CA tomorrow,on structure/membrane/transport and carbo.Shud be a piece of cake,especially since it's an OPEN BOOK test.HEHE.Oh btw did I mention the number of quizzes and quickchecks and tests I failed?Haha guess not,must've slipped my mind.I failed all the tests for Chem so far ( I think,I'll go check),except for the last one,all coz of careless mistakes.You should see the number of circles she drew on my papers.

"Faizal (yeah she calls me Faizal sometimes,even after I told her it's a guy's name),what's wrong with you?What're all these careless mistakes?I know you know how to do them,but you're soooo careless.Do better next time."
WHEW all the circles made me dizzy haha.

Oh and bio tests are killer.Concept's there,but no keywords mean loss of marks.Sheesh.

Lectures tomorrow.Marie's coming!But Glen's not :( nvm,I'll see him next week.Must not tell him that we miss him haha.If not KEMBANG.Training on Wed and Fri,L1 on Wed.Oh btw Fadhil got first for something for the climbing competition.Awesome!And congrats to Gen and Hafiz and Sean too:D Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Up,up and away

Labels: Right choices

Up,up and away

Up,up and away