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Farizah or Fa or Izah or whichever you prefer
17,I have funny and awesome quirks
I love to think of myself as a superhero
coz superheroes get the chance to save the day
I blog coz I want to have something that reminds me of everything that I did,yesterday today tomorrow
I have a diary for that,but I can't put shitloads of pictures in it
It'll grow fatttttttttt
But it's still my best friend
This blog's just for my own use
Btw
I hate spiders
And I’ll let you in on a secret;
I love myself


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Thanks shah,the White is pretty and flowy :D


And Kak,thanks for Charco's!

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Hey Beautiful,

I really treasure everything with you;this friendship,all the times we spent etc.You know I am going to be there for you,whenever wherever.I chose to hold myself back,and I really hope it's not a mistake,that it's going to be a blessing in disguise,inshaAllah.And I am sure that you moving on is not a mistake either (well,of course).It just shows that you deserve to.I can't guarantee that next year is going to be smooth-sailing,less strressful.Lol no one can guarantee that right?What's life without all these challenges,challenges that I believe He gives to make us value life more.And what doesn't kill you,makes you stronger.You're already a darn strong girl,you know that Shah?I think you have superpowers.

But whatever it is,through the thick and thin,I'll be there with you.Maybe not physically (unless I can be in 2 places at once,which is cool!),but just know that you are always in my prayers.Sometimes,the whole world walks out on you when things turn out for the worst.Know that I am not like that,and I never will be like that.Thankfully,no one has ever walked out on me before.Maybe there is,but the fact that I can't remember that says something right?It's a waste of time to acknowledge.

Being there for the people I love,it's the best thing that I can ever give.Of course,I am just a normal human being.With two hands and two feet.As normal as you can ever know.But I'll let you in on something.There is this magical factor in my life that makes it,somehow,extraordinary.The people in it.You H S D,everyone really.You guys really make my life wonderful.I love you.

With this,I promise that I will lend you a shoulder to cry on,I'll lend you a listening ear whenever,I'll give you support,motivation encouragement,anything.All to make you feel better.Like I've said,I'll be the mascot for next year's J2s.I'll be a text away :D

I love you <3

PS This applies to anyone,who thinks that I am worth their time.

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I must say,I am a disappointment.
Like I haven't before.
At times,I think those who were trying to comfort me were lying.
But at least they tried.


I think I will disappoint others again (and again).

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Dear sanity,don't leave me.
HAHAH.

Anw,it's been a ride,2010.New school,new faces.
But sadly,it's going to end a little later than I hoped it would.
Sighhhhhh
Penat lohhh

Memories will stay as memories.I aint braggin',but dayum I have one heck of a memory (this does not apply on certain stuffs like oh I dont know studiesssss).One of the more interesting 15 minutes of my life,I must admit.Made me smile like an idiot.

It's during times like these,when certain functions in my brain don't click,that my mind wonders like as if I don't need it.And that's where the notes are abandoned hahah.And it goes high up to the mountains (mann I wish I were there) back down to the beach (oh baby babyyyyy) and even lower at the ocean bed then BUMP right back to the notes.But the last part rarely happens,coz I don't want to suffer another bruise inflicted by reality so I will drag myself,no matter how violently my heart struggles and screams but then falls 'victim' and subdued by this rather annoying conscience of mine.That was totally unnecessary.Anw,what I'm tryna put forth is that I dream a lot.So yeah and I realised that I dream of lotsa peaceful environments.So yeah I guess that's where my mind seeks refuge in when the going gets tough.I ain't even sure if those landscapes were real hahah.Maybe I saw them somewhere.

I'm hearing a lot about people getting heartbroken here and there.And I just listen to it,and never thought much of it after.But this got me thinking.Maybe such experiences will help you in the future.I am always for this mindset,that there will surely be time for that later.Plus,I am in no rush or bother to go and search for anyone.When it happens,it happens.Just go with the flow.But different people have different thoughts and perspective.So I thought it is interesting to listen.
But what if certain things get in the way and you never made to the point where you get to feel it?That's some food for thought.My answer to that'd be that...I was never meant to feel it then.He is Fair.So,if it wasnt meant for me,then so be it.Coz my life is great the way it is.Sure,there are stains of black across the canvas.But I am still alive and fine right now,alhamdulillah.

Just that I am missing certain people right now.Really badly.But it ain't my choice.Trust me,if given a choice I would choose otherwise.But I am only human afterall,so I put all my trust in Him.

If given a choice,I would not have chosen school.
Hmm actually I most probably will.

I hate the phrase 'It's life,' coz it's like...I don't know,I just don't like it.

I don't like '.......', it's like I was supposed to read between the .......

Ahh now I think I am starting to ramble.Actually,I think I started a while ago.Yesss,sounds a little disoriented,I think.May be a waste of time.

Still,it contains a little of this,and a little of that.

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Live and let live.

But I ain't doin' it.Yet.

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Someone was totally being an arse just now.So annoying lahh little boy.
Ok.It was Chem,and Glen as usual was bored.He pointed to this thing on the wall,so me and Marie looked.But I should've known better.Coz after that,my specs was missing.Only I didn't realise it at the time.Then came Math lecture.FFFFFFFFFFFFFFish I can't see.At all!All I saw were bold black lines (those were the words) and red lines etc.OMG I missed the whole thing!I tried to just listen and make sense of what Atiqah was writing.I wanted to scream mann.And I almost did.FRUSSSSSS ttm.
Told my mum about everything,and funnily she was ok with it.
And then it was Bio.Glen called me from the front,and gave this horrigible smile only he can give.Since I wasn't wearing my specs,I couldn't see clearly.Buuuuuuut,I noticed his specs was different.Then it hit me.
Those were mine.
&$%@$!%@&*#*$*@&$$$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (read between the lines)
Damn he kept it all the way till the end of the day!!!He said he forgot,and according to Atiqah it was true,coz he freaked out and told her about it.So it's ok,but OMG I'm still mad.This calls for revenge.HEHE
But I can't think of anything at the moment.
It's ok.Be spontaneous.
BEST.

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