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Farizah or Fa or Izah or whichever you prefer
17,I have funny and awesome quirks
I love to think of myself as a superhero
coz superheroes get the chance to save the day
I blog coz I want to have something that reminds me of everything that I did,yesterday today tomorrow
I have a diary for that,but I can't put shitloads of pictures in it
It'll grow fatttttttttt
But it's still my best friend
This blog's just for my own use
Btw
I hate spiders
And I’ll let you in on a secret;
I love myself

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Sunday, January 15, 2012 @ 12:12 AM

I just want to say a couple of things. But I know it's sinful astaghfirullah. Nobody reads this anyway. I think. Coz stats was interesting.

Anyhoo.

You know how it feels like when you worked hard to make a relationship the way you wanted it but it just won't go that way anyway? That's how I am feeling now. Then some people would say that it's just not meant to be. But how can it not? For me, this is one of the most important ones in my life, and it just had to be like that. It took me 18 years to finally know that it just can't be like that. Maybe there's some other more important factor(s) that I missed, that would make it better. And yet, here I am as stuck as ever....

I get jealous of others. When it seemed to be working so fine for them, like all the problems seem to melt with just a hug or conversation or kiss or words of kindness. There's no such thing like that for me. If there was, then it's initiated by me coz I'm the lovey dovey kind, and a day not doing that is a day wasted. So...how does this go for me?

It seemed that the better (I say better, and not good/best) option would be to...just give and not receive. Yeah well, most people say that will give you happiness. It does really, I've felt it. But not with this. Coz it hurts just to think that it will not get any better. It really hurts.

I am not trying to sound like some martyr or anything, but my life has never been like a normal teenager. Maybe it was because of the way I was brought up, maybe it was because of the way I think, or maybe it's just Fate. I believe it's fate that I was brought up to be who I am today and that this is exactly how I was supposed to think. Yepp, I do believe it.

So maybe it is fate that I have never, ever been like any other typical teenager.

I have never been in a relationship, and I never thought of going into one. I have never been in love with the opp sex (I thought I was). I did not go through the rebellious stage at the right stage. I did not go through the rebellious stage the right way. I never got the phone that I chose (or wanted, coz actually I just love my phone). There's a lot of things I never did.

That may be due to the way I think, the way I was brought up. Or maybe, it's just Fate.

Yepp, I believe it's Fate.

So all I have to do not is just go through with this even if I know I will suffer a number of huge disappointments?

Sure thing, I can do that.

Question is, am I willing to do that?

Labels: live life, love, Memories, you

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Friday, February 11, 2011 @ 12:10 AM

Hachiko

Friendships and bonds that hope to last

The trust he holds unwavering, gaze steadfast

With love and faith you and I shall stay

This will last, permanent, whatever may

Labels: awwshucks, happiness, hmmm, huggs, live life, love, More than words, SMILE

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Sunday, January 30, 2011 @ 1:56 PM

American Idol

Just a few of the really nice ones.There are more,of course.

Chris Medina

Bless you.

Travis Orlando

I like this guy.Reminds me of Michael Buble.

Nice voice.

She's good,and a good mama.

Paris Tassin.

1,2,3 YES.

Troubles melt like lemon drops huh?I like you.

Labels: awwshucks, Flying, hahaha, live life, love

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Friday, December 24, 2010 @ 11:31 PM

Many Thanks

Thanks shah,the White is pretty and flowy :D

And Kak,thanks for Charco's!

Labels: little little, live life

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Friday, December 17, 2010 @ 11:25 PM

I want my hug to be the first thing my child yearns for when he/she gets hurt,falls down scraped his/her knee.I want my voice to be the first thing that my child wants to hear when he/she wakes up in the morning.I want my hands to be the ones making my child's breakfast.I will be the first person my child shows his/her report book to,regardless of the grades he/she got.I want my child to believe me when I say everything's going to be alright,even when things go topsy turvy.I want my child to hold my hand when I say that the time ahead will be hard for us,and see his/her eyes look into mine when I say 'I love you.'

I want my shoulder to be the first cried on by my child when his/her heart gets hurt.I want my child to be very excited to add me on facebook as a friend.I want my child to bring me shopping,even if I still don't like shopping later on.I want my child to know that all I want are kisses on my forehead and cheeks when its my birthday.I want my child to hold my hand when we take a walk in the park.I want my child to know that I trust them to make good decisions for themselves.

I want my child to kiss me on the cheek when he/she walks into me,even with his/her friends around.I want my child to have trust in me so deep,that he/she will not ask why I am gone when he/she wakes up in the morning.I want my child to be brave and face up to his/her mistakes when I demand for an explanation.I want my child to know that I trust in him/her.I want my child to be strong and independent should I not be able to give him strength anymore.

I want my child to be happy and live a full life.
Just like how I hope I will.
Amin.

Labels: live life, love

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Tuesday, December 7, 2010 @ 1:14 PM

6000 feet above the sea and into the clouds

And so here we are,Genting Highlands :D

From Tok Haji's house.He's so trusting and generous.He actually gave us the key to his vacation house in Melaka just so it'd be less complicated for us :D

Ok,intro to one of my fave rides- Space Shot!!See that?Thrilling I like :D Best part was going up and taking in the breathtaking view of nature.And of course,the going down part was aweee-shummmmm.

Not to forget,the Corkscrew!Gives you the adrenaline rush :D

The higher we went,the more excited I felt.The view's very picturesque right?Hmm..imagine sky diving here.Whoooooooooooooooooo

And maybe a bit of camwhoring will do.

Oh and this 'man' looks real freaky I tell you.This is the ride within the plaza itself,and its such a boreeeeee.

Look at the view.Sighhhhhh I didn't want to go homeeee hahah

Ok,down here you'll see First World Hotel getting obscured by the cold :D

That small,brave girl actually sat with me up front on the Corkscrew :D

1,2,3 JUMP!Haha wish I could!

There's a lot of these kinds but filter filter filter!I'd love to put all but my my the work nehhh I very lazy so hahahaha ok,don't you think I'm merepeking now?Hah nolah I just drank coffee!

And mooooore shots.trust me there's more where those came from :D

Some me shots :D

I wanted to stand in the lift but I couldn't.I hate lifts but I felt braver coz there was Khali in it with me hahah.

Moving through the corridor with 'style'. :D

Some jump shots :D

The journey downnnn.

Bye,GH.Till next time :D

Needless to say,I had a great time.

Labels: Flying, live life, Memories, satisfaction

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Sunday, January 15, 2012 @ 12:12 AM I just want to say a couple of things. But I know it's sinful astaghfirullah. Nobody reads this anyway. I think. Coz stats was interesting. Anyhoo. You know how it feels like when you worked hard to make a relationship the way you wanted it but it just won't go that way anyway? That's how I am feeling now. Then some people would say that it's just not meant to be. But how can it not? For me, this is one of the most important ones in my life, and it just had to be like that. It took me 18 years to finally know that it just can't be like that. Maybe there's some other more important factor(s) that I missed, that would make it better. And yet, here I am as stuck as ever.... I get jealous of others. When it seemed to be working so fine for them, like all the problems seem to melt with just a hug or conversation or kiss or words of kindness. There's no such thing like that for me. If there was, then it's initiated by me coz I'm the lovey dovey kind, and a day not doing that is a day wasted. So...how does this go for me? It seemed that the better (I say better, and not good/best) option would be to...just give and not receive. Yeah well, most people say that will give you happiness. It does really, I've felt it. But not with this. Coz it hurts just to think that it will not get any better. It really hurts. I am not trying to sound like some martyr or anything, but my life has never been like a normal teenager. Maybe it was because of the way I was brought up, maybe it was because of the way I think, or maybe it's just Fate. I believe it's fate that I was brought up to be who I am today and that this is exactly how I was supposed to think. Yepp, I do believe it. So maybe it is fate that I have never, ever been like any other typical teenager. I have never been in a relationship, and I never thought of going into one. I have never been in love with the opp sex (I thought I was). I did not go through the rebellious stage at the right stage. I did not go through the rebellious stage the right way. I never got the phone that I chose (or wanted, coz actually I just love my phone). There's a lot of things I never did. That may be due to the way I think, the way I was brought up. Or maybe, it's just Fate. Yepp, I believe it's Fate. So all I have to do not is just go through with this even if I know I will suffer a number of huge disappointments? Sure thing, I can do that. Question is, am I willing to do that? Labels: live life, love, Memories, you Up,up and away
Friday, February 11, 2011 @ 12:10 AM Hachiko Friendships and bonds that hope to last The trust he holds unwavering, gaze steadfast With love and faith you and I shall stay This will last, permanent, whatever may Labels: awwshucks, happiness, hmmm, huggs, live life, love, More than words, SMILE Up,up and away
Sunday, January 30, 2011 @ 1:56 PM American Idol Just a few of the really nice ones.There are more,of course. Chris Medina Bless you. Travis Orlando I like this guy.Reminds me of Michael Buble. Nice voice. She's good,and a good mama. Paris Tassin. 1,2,3 YES. Troubles melt like lemon drops huh?I like you. Labels: awwshucks, Flying, hahaha, live life, love Up,up and away
Friday, December 24, 2010 @ 11:31 PM Many Thanks Thanks shah,the White is pretty and flowy :D And Kak,thanks for Charco's! Labels: little little, live life Up,up and away
Friday, December 17, 2010 @ 11:25 PM I want my hug to be the first thing my child yearns for when he/she gets hurt,falls down scraped his/her knee.I want my voice to be the first thing that my child wants to hear when he/she wakes up in the morning.I want my hands to be the ones making my child's breakfast.I will be the first person my child shows his/her report book to,regardless of the grades he/she got.I want my child to believe me when I say everything's going to be alright,even when things go topsy turvy.I want my child to hold my hand when I say that the time ahead will be hard for us,and see his/her eyes look into mine when I say 'I love you.' I want my shoulder to be the first cried on by my child when his/her heart gets hurt.I want my child to be very excited to add me on facebook as a friend.I want my child to bring me shopping,even if I still don't like shopping later on.I want my child to know that all I want are kisses on my forehead and cheeks when its my birthday.I want my child to hold my hand when we take a walk in the park.I want my child to know that I trust them to make good decisions for themselves. I want my child to kiss me on the cheek when he/she walks into me,even with his/her friends around.I want my child to have trust in me so deep,that he/she will not ask why I am gone when he/she wakes up in the morning.I want my child to be brave and face up to his/her mistakes when I demand for an explanation.I want my child to know that I trust in him/her.I want my child to be strong and independent should I not be able to give him strength anymore. I want my child to be happy and live a full life. Just like how I hope I will. Amin. Labels: live life, love Up,up and away
Tuesday, December 7, 2010 @ 1:14 PM 6000 feet above the sea and into the clouds And so here we are,Genting Highlands :D From Tok Haji's house.He's so trusting and generous.He actually gave us the key to his vacation house in Melaka just so it'd be less complicated for us :D Ok,intro to one of my fave rides- Space Shot!!See that?Thrilling I like :D Best part was going up and taking in the breathtaking view of nature.And of course,the going down part was aweee-shummmmm. Not to forget,the Corkscrew!Gives you the adrenaline rush :D The higher we went,the more excited I felt.The view's very picturesque right?Hmm..imagine sky diving here.Whoooooooooooooooooo And maybe a bit of camwhoring will do. Oh and this 'man' looks real freaky I tell you.This is the ride within the plaza itself,and its such a boreeeeee. Look at the view.Sighhhhhh I didn't want to go homeeee hahah Ok,down here you'll see First World Hotel getting obscured by the cold :D That small,brave girl actually sat with me up front on the Corkscrew :D 1,2,3 JUMP!Haha wish I could! There's a lot of these kinds but filter filter filter!I'd love to put all but my my the work nehhh I very lazy so hahahaha ok,don't you think I'm merepeking now?Hah nolah I just drank coffee! And mooooore shots.trust me there's more where those came from :D Some me shots :D I wanted to stand in the lift but I couldn't.I hate lifts but I felt braver coz there was Khali in it with me hahah. Moving through the corridor with 'style'. :D Some jump shots :D The journey downnnn. Bye,GH.Till next time :D Needless to say,I had a great time. Labels: Flying, live life, Memories, satisfaction Up,up and away

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