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Farizah or Fa or Izah or whichever you prefer
17,I have funny and awesome quirks
I love to think of myself as a superhero
coz superheroes get the chance to save the day
I blog coz I want to have something that reminds me of everything that I did,yesterday today tomorrow
I have a diary for that,but I can't put shitloads of pictures in it
It'll grow fatttttttttt
But it's still my best friend
This blog's just for my own use
Btw
I hate spiders
And I’ll let you in on a secret;
I love myself

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Monday, October 11, 2010 @ 7:58 PM

The papers are over and done with.Honestly,I don't know what to feel.And nobody's helping.

"Dont worry,you'll do fine."
"I know you can,you did ok before whaat."

Well,at least one person bothers to listen and understand how I truly feel,and she agreed with me.I think I did ok for most,except one.And I am scared that coz of this one,I have to face that stigma that I hate so much.I've always thought that it's ok,you know.Nothing's wrong with that.Well,I still believe so.There's totally nothing wrong with it.It's just one year,better than flunking the major one coz your foundations are shaky.Trust me,mine is.Just for that particular subject that I hate so much.Gah.I've had nightmares haunting me,causing me to break out in cold sweat.Oh my oh my oh myyyy.This is ridiculous.

When I didnt have a single worry about stuffs,they turn out wrong.But when I do,they just turn out right.Hope this is the reason why I am worried sick now.

Or else
I think another year ain't that bad.And I believe He knows better.
Of course He does.

Anyhoo,I've tried my hardest.
Blood,sweat,tears all in.None excluded.
I hope they're worth it.

But if everything turns out for the better,
it's gona be all worth it right?

No matter which way the path turns.

Labels: break, huggs, Right choices, weird laughter much

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Saturday, September 18, 2010 @ 4:32 PM

And I sigh

I need answers,if not then maybe something close to it.I went to find out new things that I have never come across before.And I needed someone who can rehash those stuffs and explain them to me.That's what I need.I don't need people telling me that my views are wrong,I need people to tell me that they are not correct.There's a difference in the two things fyi.One makes me cry,the other allows me to understand.That's what I need.Even Abah can't help me with that.
It's either I don't bother finding out more and learn new things or I find out more and search for the answers on my own or ask other people.
But that's the thing.I don't trust getting the answers for issues like this from other people.

It's times like this I wish you were still around.
If you can't see it,trust me,it shows.

Labels: hmmm, Memories, Right choices, sad night, you

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Wednesday, March 3, 2010 @ 8:31 PM

Hard Rock.

I am happy.

Finally,I conquered the third of the rock wall that I had failed to climb for the past few weeks.

FINALLY.FINALLY.FINALLY.

It's a good thing that Mr Ng actually persuaded me to climb,coz if not I would not have made it to the top.Yay Mr Ng:D Imagine before that,I tried climbing the third of the wall that some of the seniors avoided,the hard one.My hand was shaking and my fingers were all red.And I only made it to less than half of the freaking wall.So,I took a rest.But Mr Ng wanted me to conquer the first wall,so I did.And whoa I made it.It felt soo nice,to actually hold on to that tile that I've been eyeing for weeks.I am sooo proud of myself,so was Mr Ng.Ok,so Friday,if it's not bouldering,I shall conquer the other third of the wall,the not-so-hard not-that-easy wall.Oh & YuFan's a very good belayer and motivator.Not bad.My climbing good luck charm.

And it was Faiz's birthday on Monday,so we sang the birthday song for him,and they made him hang in midair and do stuffs that I don't want to/won't know.Oh well,I guess it's a guy climbers thing.LOL much.

Ok,initially I thought that rock climbing won't be that much fun for me,coz I had some stuffs bugging me.But I find that I worried for nothing.It's all fine.The people whom I thought are anti-social turned out to be nice people.Not all,though.But it's ok.There are people like Eunice Charmaine Yufan Yong Jie (aka Garreth or Jeffrey he made Garreth Bin Tahina up,and Jeffrey's a name given by Gen) Afiqah Ain Saffy Walter Faiz Mir Mizi Gen Eugenia Hafiz Fadhil Carol and the other fellows.I may not be close to some,but they still made the sessions lively.With their lame jokes,'good' singing (but some of them were really awesome),enthusiasm,not to mention their supportiveness (??) and team spirit.There are many other CCAs training nearby,but I think we are the loudest.And they love to watch us.That is saying something right?:D

Therefore,I conclude that

I did make the right choice.

YAY ME

Labels: Right choices

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Monday, October 11, 2010 @ 7:58 PM The papers are over and done with.Honestly,I don't know what to feel.And nobody's helping. "Dont worry,you'll do fine." "I know you can,you did ok before whaat." Well,at least one person bothers to listen and understand how I truly feel,and she agreed with me.I think I did ok for most,except one.And I am scared that coz of this one,I have to face that stigma that I hate so much.I've always thought that it's ok,you know.Nothing's wrong with that.Well,I still believe so.There's totally nothing wrong with it.It's just one year,better than flunking the major one coz your foundations are shaky.Trust me,mine is.Just for that particular subject that I hate so much.Gah.I've had nightmares haunting me,causing me to break out in cold sweat.Oh my oh my oh myyyy.This is ridiculous. When I didnt have a single worry about stuffs,they turn out wrong.But when I do,they just turn out right.Hope this is the reason why I am worried sick now. Or else I think another year ain't that bad.And I believe He knows better. Of course He does. Anyhoo,I've tried my hardest. Blood,sweat,tears all in.None excluded. I hope they're worth it. But if everything turns out for the better, it's gona be all worth it right? No matter which way the path turns. Labels: break, huggs, Right choices, weird laughter much Up,up and away
Saturday, September 18, 2010 @ 4:32 PM And I sigh I need answers,if not then maybe something close to it.I went to find out new things that I have never come across before.And I needed someone who can rehash those stuffs and explain them to me.That's what I need.I don't need people telling me that my views are wrong,I need people to tell me that they are not correct.There's a difference in the two things fyi.One makes me cry,the other allows me to understand.That's what I need.Even Abah can't help me with that. It's either I don't bother finding out more and learn new things or I find out more and search for the answers on my own or ask other people. But that's the thing.I don't trust getting the answers for issues like this from other people. It's times like this I wish you were still around. If you can't see it,trust me,it shows. Labels: hmmm, Memories, Right choices, sad night, you Up,up and away
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 @ 8:31 PM Hard Rock. I am happy. Finally,I conquered the third of the rock wall that I had failed to climb for the past few weeks. FINALLY.FINALLY.FINALLY. It's a good thing that Mr Ng actually persuaded me to climb,coz if not I would not have made it to the top.Yay Mr Ng:D Imagine before that,I tried climbing the third of the wall that some of the seniors avoided,the hard one.My hand was shaking and my fingers were all red.And I only made it to less than half of the freaking wall.So,I took a rest.But Mr Ng wanted me to conquer the first wall,so I did.And whoa I made it.It felt soo nice,to actually hold on to that tile that I've been eyeing for weeks.I am sooo proud of myself,so was Mr Ng.Ok,so Friday,if it's not bouldering,I shall conquer the other third of the wall,the not-so-hard not-that-easy wall.Oh & YuFan's a very good belayer and motivator.Not bad.My climbing good luck charm. And it was Faiz's birthday on Monday,so we sang the birthday song for him,and they made him hang in midair and do stuffs that I don't want to/won't know.Oh well,I guess it's a guy climbers thing.LOL much. Ok,initially I thought that rock climbing won't be that much fun for me,coz I had some stuffs bugging me.But I find that I worried for nothing.It's all fine.The people whom I thought are anti-social turned out to be nice people.Not all,though.But it's ok.There are people like Eunice Charmaine Yufan Yong Jie (aka Garreth or Jeffrey he made Garreth Bin Tahina up,and Jeffrey's a name given by Gen) Afiqah Ain Saffy Walter Faiz Mir Mizi Gen Eugenia Hafiz Fadhil Carol and the other fellows.I may not be close to some,but they still made the sessions lively.With their lame jokes,'good' singing (but some of them were really awesome),enthusiasm,not to mention their supportiveness (??) and team spirit.There are many other CCAs training nearby,but I think we are the loudest.And they love to watch us.That is saying something right?:D Therefore,I conclude that I did make the right choice. YAY ME Labels: Right choices Up,up and away

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