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Farizah or Fa or Izah or whichever you prefer
17,I have funny and awesome quirks
I love to think of myself as a superhero
coz superheroes get the chance to save the day
I blog coz I want to have something that reminds me of everything that I did,yesterday today tomorrow
I have a diary for that,but I can't put shitloads of pictures in it
It'll grow fatttttttttt
But it's still my best friend
This blog's just for my own use
Btw
I hate spiders
And I’ll let you in on a secret;
I love myself


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This season of the series (WOWP) is heartwarming. Up,up and away

I walked towards the dream-like sounds of waves crashing onto the shore,away from the hustle that I hate so much.The hurt and the pain are all being left behind.The wishes that I have hoped for are not forgotten,I am sure,yet still not granted.
Patience is a virtue,my friend.
And so,I shall wait. Up,up and away

I am watching Disney's Waktu Rehat right now.
Honestly,I thought it was some silly show.But it's cute and funny.
Enjoying it :D Up,up and away

Hmmmm

Labels: love, Memories, SMILE, you

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Labels: awwshucks, Big foot, love

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I watch this everytime things don't feel right. Up,up and away

The future is one heck of a mystery.But I guess how frightening it is differs from person to person.

Just one word though: Tawakal. Up,up and away

I learnt this lesson long time ago: to laugh,even in difficult times,when you know things aren't going to turn out well.It helps,somehow.I've tried,and I can strongly substantiate this.But well,it's quite subjective to me,but not to some others.So it depends I guess.

I like talking to this girl I know,in tpj.She has interesting points of view of certain things,and I need different spectacles on various matters.Some thoughts can't just be expressed to people,especially when you know full well that no ease will be derived from them anyway.That's the reason why I choose the people I talk to.Of course,who doesn't.But everyone will notice that there are definitely a fine few who does not mind sharing their points of views,else complaining,to the whole wide world coz they chose the world as their audience.Not that it's wrong,it's just that I would prefer selected few who are in my circle of confidence.The reason being that they will not judge me based on what I tell them.They know me really well anyway,so they'd understand.Even if I made a fool of myself,I know they do not have the heart to laugh at me.They might,but I know they don't mean it.

Certain matters you can't just evade,especially in matters of the heart.It can be about relationship (not just BGR),your own fears and maybe even issues on your level of self-esteem.At times,if such issues are not let out and extends to the point where your emotions are not kept in check,it may be drive you crazy.Insane.Whatever.Figuratively,of course.Or maybe even literally.That's the point of lethal danger.Even though it may seem like such a small matter to you,and you thought that you can manage it,you should know that the world's full of surprises.And what you get may kill you (again,figuratively).Almost every human being have experienced that.Or maybe,not yet.

To anticipate is smart,yet foolish.To control is courageous,yet cowardly.Why would you want to figure out what's going to happen,and try to create conditions where the fear of the unknown is minimized?Well,it's easy.Coz the fear of the unknown is unseen.Therefore,by reducing the fear,it seems like you know what the unseen is,to be so desperate to avoid it.But why put on such level of belief in such fear when the real issue is why you possess such fear?The unknown is well,unknown.And you never know what is going to happen.Nobody does.Coz it lies in the Hands of the Almighty.Just pray,and hope that everything is going to be fine.And of course,if preparation is needed (such as in an exam),it is necessary coz outstanding wisdom does not befall on you overnight.Effort,pray,and leave the rest to Him.

For me,to fear minimizes my capability to maximize an opportunity.True?No?Up to you.Perspectives of people vary.And I have mine.I admit,I hate surprises and changes.I am susceptible to change,and so are you.It's human nature.Unless you are a Martian,then that's a totally different story.All I can say is,reasonably anticipate and acquire wise courage.Contradicting?Yes?Not to me.

Get the point of my outlook?
If not,then hear this:

Just go with the flow,
and have a couple of laughs along the way.
More if you can.

It's high time I start listening to myself.

Labels: Flying in a Dream, like me, live life

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I want to be a ______ when I graduate from university.I planned to have a hairdresser shop,but other people will be hired to run it.I also want to have a boutique with my own clothing line.I want to make lots of money,and perform Hajj.Not just once but many times.I want to carry out a mission,to relieve hunger/starvation/poverty in impoverished countries.I want the little kids there to cry no more.I want to be an environmental activist too.I want to save the Amazon rainforest (by time which I am ready I am afraid I may be too late?.I want to save the marine animals,the tigers,and everything else which are in danger.And many more.Hmmm

There are so many things.But life,sadly,is short. Up,up and away

I need answers,if not then maybe something close to it.I went to find out new things that I have never come across before.And I needed someone who can rehash those stuffs and explain them to me.That's what I need.I don't need people telling me that my views are wrong,I need people to tell me that they are not correct.There's a difference in the two things fyi.One makes me cry,the other allows me to understand.That's what I need.Even Abah can't help me with that.
It's either I don't bother finding out more and learn new things or I find out more and search for the answers on my own or ask other people.
But that's the thing.I don't trust getting the answers for issues like this from other people.

It's times like this I wish you were still around.
If you can't see it,trust me,it shows.

Labels: hmmm, Memories, Right choices, sad night, you

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I found a sweet wrapper that can rap and it entertained me throughout the whole horrible period of boredom that I had experienced and guess what I ate the sweet the day before it was found and it looks so darn familiar I wonder why,oh wait.
It's mine.

Had an amazing day,too amazing in fact.Not coz of the things that happened,but more coz of the things that were said to me and things that are going to happen sooner or later oh wells,there are some inexplainable unbelievable things that made my day and I am quite happy as of now.Oh and of course,none of them is you.tyvm.

Labels: hahaha, happiness, hmmm

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Live and let live.

But I ain't doin' it.Yet.

Labels: hmmm, little little, yellow orange

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Masih ku rasakan hangat tanganmu
di pagi raya bersalam dengan ku Up,up and away

That went well.
Alhamdulillah,I get to meet Syawal again. Up,up and away

Another year without that wise old smile I miss so much.
Tomorrow is Friday.And if it were any other Friday,he'd be cycling to our house after maghrib.He'd lock that bike,which currently is locked outside,at that pipe.We'd all be dreading the long hour(s) where we would ngaji.But alhamdulillah,at least I got something out of those dreaded hours.Not something,everything.After which is makan time,where there'll either be tulang or mee goreng mama.Yummm.Then he will smoke his pipe(?)(that's what they call it).
Lol at times I forgot that he's not home.Not anymore.But then I can't keep on forgetting,can I?It does not feel great.
Hmm...he had a good long life.

His watch is still with me.
And it has no battery.Just this lil thingy that keeps that watch alive.I examined it closely,and I realised it's like a beating lil heart.Always pumping to keep the watch alive,as long as I use it (coz movement generates energy).

Well,that's what it is,isn't it?
The memory of him is still kept vivid and clear,I can even smell that oh-so-familiar tobacco smell.
It's not really a memory.
Just like the watch's,
his heart is still beating as long as ours are.

Labels: love, Memories;them;live life

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Merdunya sungguh Takbir hingga menusuk kalbu.
Titisan airmata mengiringi Takbir yang bergema.
Kesayuan,kepiluan,keinsafan.
Alhamdulillah,kita sambut kemenangan.

Ramadhan,
akanku merindui mu.
Aku berharap dan bermohon agar aku akan menemuimu lagi.

الى اللقاء يا رمضان ، وإذا شاء الله ، سوف أراك مرة أخرى في العام المقبل

Ameen. Up,up and away

MasyaAllah. Up,up and away

This one,it made me cry.
Meet the Robinsons.

Let it slide
Let your troubles fall behind you
Let it shine,
Till you feel it all around you
And I don't mind
If it's me you need to turn to
We'll get by
It's the heart that really matters in the end

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists and turns of fate
Time falls away
But these small hours
These small hours
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Another sweet story.

I made a wish upon a star
I turned around
and there you were. Up,up and away

I open at the close.

And it is coming to the close.

POP goes the bubble. Up,up and away

This is really funny and cute :D Up,up and away

Sweet.


Best girls' night out ever.
<3 Ohana Up,up and away

Hmm I had nothing to do.Actually I do,but I was so bored.

It has been a day. Up,up and away