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Farizah or Fa or Izah or whichever you prefer
17,I have funny and awesome quirks I love to think of myself as a superhero coz superheroes get the chance to save the day I blog coz I want to have something that reminds me of everything that I did,yesterday today tomorrow I have a diary for that,but I can't put shitloads of pictures in it It'll grow fatttttttttt But it's still my best friend This blog's just for my own use Btw I hate spiders And I’ll let you in on a secret; I love myself |
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Sunday, October 3, 2010 @ 2:40 PMFruitful rambles
Dear sanity,don't leave me.HAHAH. Anw,it's been a ride,2010.New school,new faces. But sadly,it's going to end a little later than I hoped it would. Sighhhhhh Penat lohhh Memories will stay as memories.I aint braggin',but dayum I have one heck of a memory (this does not apply on certain stuffs like oh I dont know studiesssss).One of the more interesting 15 minutes of my life,I must admit.Made me smile like an idiot. It's during times like these,when certain functions in my brain don't click,that my mind wonders like as if I don't need it.And that's where the notes are abandoned hahah.And it goes high up to the mountains (mann I wish I were there) back down to the beach (oh baby babyyyyy) and even lower at the ocean bed then BUMP right back to the notes.But the last part rarely happens,coz I don't want to suffer another bruise inflicted by reality so I will drag myself,no matter how violently my heart struggles and screams but then falls 'victim' and subdued by this rather annoying conscience of mine.That was totally unnecessary.Anw,what I'm tryna put forth is that I dream a lot.So yeah and I realised that I dream of lotsa peaceful environments.So yeah I guess that's where my mind seeks refuge in when the going gets tough.I ain't even sure if those landscapes were real hahah.Maybe I saw them somewhere. I'm hearing a lot about people getting heartbroken here and there.And I just listen to it,and never thought much of it after.But this got me thinking.Maybe such experiences will help you in the future.I am always for this mindset,that there will surely be time for that later.Plus,I am in no rush or bother to go and search for anyone.When it happens,it happens.Just go with the flow.But different people have different thoughts and perspective.So I thought it is interesting to listen. But what if certain things get in the way and you never made to the point where you get to feel it?That's some food for thought.My answer to that'd be that...I was never meant to feel it then.He is Fair.So,if it wasnt meant for me,then so be it.Coz my life is great the way it is.Sure,there are stains of black across the canvas.But I am still alive and fine right now,alhamdulillah. Just that I am missing certain people right now.Really badly.But it ain't my choice.Trust me,if given a choice I would choose otherwise.But I am only human afterall,so I put all my trust in Him. If given a choice,I would not have chosen school. Hmm actually I most probably will. I hate the phrase 'It's life,' coz it's like...I don't know,I just don't like it. I don't like '.......', it's like I was supposed to read between the ....... Ahh now I think I am starting to ramble.Actually,I think I started a while ago.Yesss,sounds a little disoriented,I think.May be a waste of time. Still,it contains a little of this,and a little of that. Labels: hahaha, hmmm, little little, live life Up,up and away |