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Wednesday, December 1, 2010 @ 5:49 AM

5.55 am

Ahh my wish for peace has come at last.Not really the peace that I expected (and really,really wanted) but it'll do for the time being.It'll at least help me feel better about the crap that I've gone through thus far (year 2010,that is).But crap aside,there are good things that have happened in this somehow enjoyable (yet treacherous) year.I mean,after the sucky release of results,I got into TPJC.With my score,many would say that my choice was rather foolish,but oh wells,it's my fate (and choice).And it's also my fate (and possibly choice?) to be a retainee next year haha.I feel very guilty about it,though I have a strong feeling that this extra year will come in handy in my prep for As,insyaAllah.Oh yeah,anw the good parts.Well,the retaining thing may well be part of it,but good parts as in the people I met and kept,the fun,the silver linings etc.I shan't elaborate on more,else I bore myself when I go through the archive.

I stayed awake till Subuh,530 am.That's a lot of time for some reminiscence,reflection etc.I might have bored people with my endless rants but looking back,there are definitely the good times.

After months of enjoyment (and boredom),we were chucked headfirst into our new school.I must say I still prefer my lovely pinafore to the baggy get-up.But it's comfy,so no complaints there.A couple of familiar faces,a lot of new ones.So,we had our OG and then our choice of subject combi,then BAM our CG.Yada yada yada fast forward...

CCA trials
I was hooked to rock climbing the first time I saw people climbing super glamly.And I kinda pulled the others to hang near the rock wall staring at the people there.Lol looks like some creep spying or something.But i was really in awe.But I was in a dilemma coz most of the familiar faces went to dikir barat.And I was torn.But I fell in love with climbing.And then the trials.I did ok,I guess.The seniors were really supportive,I mean of course lah they have to put on a professional front (chey),but yeah I'm serious they're cool shiz.Somehow I got to know from Zi who got to know from Fadhil that I made it into climbing,well before Mr Ng actually posted the list of names online.So,I kinda have that momentary relief.But I can't help it that anxiety is still prominent.And yeah,I made it along with 24 others.Hmm..come to think of it,the club is really small.I wonder where the rest went.

Lessons
Lessons were the usual,not the cool shiz.The boring one.Except for my classmates.They rock soccer balls.Like seriously,there is quite a number of soccer fanatics,but sadly NONE of them are on my side.Believe it or not,it's my luck to have 3 hardcore Liverpool fans against me the lonely NBU.Stuhpid ABUs.Annoying ttm,but still a nice bunch to hang out with.Not to mention those who do not have a care for men in baggy shorts and knee-high socks bullying the lone man at the end of the field.They're awesome.

After schools
After school was nothing much,except for wait for people to go home with and have lunch out.Lunch out was great,so there's no nothing much about it heh sorry.The haunt would be bubble tea shop,or any other alternatives if we're desperate.Hmm...I love idling.Wait,this is prolly the reason for my horrendous result slip but heck it's over.I'll start again next year.

People
Of course,this is my favourite part.The people makes everything tick.
From A H S D to my classmates to my TA mates.Not to mention my family.

I realise that if you always look on the down side,it'll always be rainy.
But if you look on the bright side,that rain will cast a pretty,pretty rainbow for you to enjoy.
Maybe that's what I'm doing,looking on the bright side.Whatever it is,I'm contented with everything.Even with the blood-sucking mosquitos.Eh wait,no I can never be ok with that.Annoying mozzies.
Hmm..with the bright side comes the rainbow.
I wonder if there's a pot of gold at the end.

Whee time for Subuh.

Labels: Flying, satisfaction, smiles

Up,up and away

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Wednesday, December 1, 2010 @ 5:49 AM 5.55 am Ahh my wish for peace has come at last.Not really the peace that I expected (and really,really wanted) but it'll do for the time being.It'll at least help me feel better about the crap that I've gone through thus far (year 2010,that is).But crap aside,there are good things that have happened in this somehow enjoyable (yet treacherous) year.I mean,after the sucky release of results,I got into TPJC.With my score,many would say that my choice was rather foolish,but oh wells,it's my fate (and choice).And it's also my fate (and possibly choice?) to be a retainee next year haha.I feel very guilty about it,though I have a strong feeling that this extra year will come in handy in my prep for As,insyaAllah.Oh yeah,anw the good parts.Well,the retaining thing may well be part of it,but good parts as in the people I met and kept,the fun,the silver linings etc.I shan't elaborate on more,else I bore myself when I go through the archive. I stayed awake till Subuh,530 am.That's a lot of time for some reminiscence,reflection etc.I might have bored people with my endless rants but looking back,there are definitely the good times. After months of enjoyment (and boredom),we were chucked headfirst into our new school.I must say I still prefer my lovely pinafore to the baggy get-up.But it's comfy,so no complaints there.A couple of familiar faces,a lot of new ones.So,we had our OG and then our choice of subject combi,then BAM our CG.Yada yada yada fast forward... CCA trials I was hooked to rock climbing the first time I saw people climbing super glamly.And I kinda pulled the others to hang near the rock wall staring at the people there.Lol looks like some creep spying or something.But i was really in awe.But I was in a dilemma coz most of the familiar faces went to dikir barat.And I was torn.But I fell in love with climbing.And then the trials.I did ok,I guess.The seniors were really supportive,I mean of course lah they have to put on a professional front (chey),but yeah I'm serious they're cool shiz.Somehow I got to know from Zi who got to know from Fadhil that I made it into climbing,well before Mr Ng actually posted the list of names online.So,I kinda have that momentary relief.But I can't help it that anxiety is still prominent.And yeah,I made it along with 24 others.Hmm..come to think of it,the club is really small.I wonder where the rest went. Lessons Lessons were the usual,not the cool shiz.The boring one.Except for my classmates.They rock soccer balls.Like seriously,there is quite a number of soccer fanatics,but sadly NONE of them are on my side.Believe it or not,it's my luck to have 3 hardcore Liverpool fans against me the lonely NBU.Stuhpid ABUs.Annoying ttm,but still a nice bunch to hang out with.Not to mention those who do not have a care for men in baggy shorts and knee-high socks bullying the lone man at the end of the field.They're awesome. After schools After school was nothing much,except for wait for people to go home with and have lunch out.Lunch out was great,so there's no nothing much about it heh sorry.The haunt would be bubble tea shop,or any other alternatives if we're desperate.Hmm...I love idling.Wait,this is prolly the reason for my horrendous result slip but heck it's over.I'll start again next year. People Of course,this is my favourite part.The people makes everything tick. From A H S D to my classmates to my TA mates.Not to mention my family. I realise that if you always look on the down side,it'll always be rainy. But if you look on the bright side,that rain will cast a pretty,pretty rainbow for you to enjoy. Maybe that's what I'm doing,looking on the bright side.Whatever it is,I'm contented with everything.Even with the blood-sucking mosquitos.Eh wait,no I can never be ok with that.Annoying mozzies. Hmm..with the bright side comes the rainbow. I wonder if there's a pot of gold at the end. Whee time for Subuh. Labels: Flying, satisfaction, smiles Up,up and away
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 4:15 PM Heyho. Monday was 2 days ago. Alhamdulillah. I made a horrible blunder at SS.The topics that came out wasn't what I studied. My first thought was to cry or to sleep or to just crap my answer. But I might as well just try. So I decided to tackle globalisation,and bullshit my way through. Out of the blue (& desperation), weird info on IR and NEWater came out. I was upset,as Lit was one of my best subbies.So I was prepared for a fail. But what I saw on Monday made me laugh straight after I got it. I managed to get A1 for Combined Humans. That must've been one heck of an answer. But still,I was disappointed. But truth be told,I knew it would be veeeery hard for me to get below 10. Well,I didn't.I wanted to get a 10 so I can get into TJ no problem. Oh well,I can't always get what I wanted. & maybe I didn't work hard enough. Shame on me. I'm a little sad,but I'm happy at the same time :D ''I played a lot when I was younger,but I studied harder and I managed to top the class.I know your exams are around the corner.But you must get out once in a while,see some green.I know each and everyone of my grandchildren very well.& I know you well enough to believe that you can do it.'' Maybe now's not my time,but I'll achieve something bigger in the future.A girl can dream,and dream big right right right?Haha.Thank you Ibu,for lending me your shoulder & always believing in me.Thank you Abah,for always laughing at me (I'm not being sarcstic) & always trying to make me feel better.Thank you Atok & Nenek,for your never ending prayers.Thank you everyone who believed in me.You said I made you proud.I hope so. Congrats to you people who did super well!! :D & those who're not satisfied,try harder for As,there's still one more chance!! Whatever JC I'm going to be in,I'm going to push myself. I can achieve anything anywhere right? Hmm...let me see.... You know what? I think I really am very happy with myself hahah. Labels: happiness, huggs, laughter, smiles Up,up and away

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