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she says hi
Farizah or Fa or Izah or whichever you prefer
17,I have funny and awesome quirks I love to think of myself as a superhero coz superheroes get the chance to save the day I blog coz I want to have something that reminds me of everything that I did,yesterday today tomorrow I have a diary for that,but I can't put shitloads of pictures in it It'll grow fatttttttttt But it's still my best friend This blog's just for my own use Btw I hate spiders And I’ll let you in on a secret; I love myself |
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Tuesday, March 29, 2011 @ 6:46 PMWhat's the point?
Really,what's the point? I try to help,ease your troubles and even try to solve them,you just never change. What's the point? I tolerate you,and it's not easy. But what's the point? I defend you,though I know it's clearly your fault. Honestly,what's the point? I get into trouble trying to protect you. I don't know,what's the point? I put all my work aside just to teach you. I don't know,I don't know what's the point? I care so much about your happiness. Seriously,what's the point? I forget about my wants just so you can have yours. How stupid can I be?What's the point? I call myself your older sister,someone who can be your friend.Anything. But what's the point? I'm desperate.What's the point? What's the point if going through all this trouble means that I'll get into a fight with Ibu for months, I'll have to save my own money to get even my own stationeries, I have to make do with the phone I'm using when I could've gotten that cute phone that I wanted, I have to put up with your nonsense EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE, I have to live with just giving and never receiving, I have to put my needs second to yours, I have to put my happiness BELOW all others? What's the point? What's the point? No wonder. No wonder I find myself subconsciously thinking of having my own family. SO I get to get away from being next to anything,below everything and just be respected and accepted just the way I am.
Up,up and away
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